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Tuesday, September 30 2014

I have just stumbled upon a new racing game for android, it's called Real Race: Asphalt Road Racing and it seems to be nearly like a simulator with arcade mechanics.

On a scale of 1 to 10 I'd give it a strong 8. List of features is really staggering, so is its playability. Beating the leaderboards really caughts you and you are directly pulled in. It trully reminds me of Asphalt Overdrive. Overall it is a good, challenging free app.

There are no pursuits with the police, but I suppose it is for the best as multiplayer asphalt gameplay gives ample opportunity to show your unparalleled underground drag racing prowess.

It has some very advanced Artificial Inteligence and I've played already nine times successively or so and it's still amusing and enticing.

Racing around desert dunes and grasslands, asphalt and lanes, it is like Need for Speed Carbon or Most Wanted, and as a matter of fact the latest edition, NFS: Rivals.

On-screen high velocity gives a feel of actually being there and racing with top drivers as seen in TV. Stress rushes are numerous.

It is kinda kewl to drive and overcome other racers on 6 or so maps. App is like race with GT cars like race or dodge viper.

30-Sep-14 02:47 AM By Asphalt 0 Comments

Monday, September 29 2014

I am a failure, And a waste of air. There is no poetry so if you are looking for sad beauty than move on. I am 15 years old, and I hate myself, I am ugly, awkward, gross and unattractive (others say I'm not, but I doubt it), and I really have no meaningful friendships, I am not strong, a liar, lazy, selfish, annoying, panicky, wrathful, and whiny (as if I have suffered) I get excited about projects and drop or do the half assembly sometimes at the expense of my peers, I lie to my mom, get bad grades, and generally fail at life, I probably will end up homeless.

29-Sep-14 09:45 PM By Doc Malcom 0 Comments

i have so far did nothing significant in my life so much so that it can be the basis to support the family.Now that time is running out and i am slowly aging .... i thought throughout since the time when i was a teen that i could achieve anything i think of , however there was dearth of proper strategy and hard labor ...now that i have a family to support with an angel in my life as my daughter...how do i compensate the time that is lost forever to undo the things that shouldn't have been done at all....i can't kill myself either as i am not that brave and neither i am able to gather enough strength to fight back to achieve what once i had thought to become.....that biggest mistake that i made is not to interpret life from a very practical point of view.....to achieve practically , i should had been very practical...

29-Sep-14 11:34 AM By Ding Dong 0 Comments

I look in the mirror and the face that looks back defies me, and makes me fail at everything. It schemes to ensure my defeat. There is no god but the spirit of evil inside yourself, and how quickly it allows good to be undone. I only want to life alone in peace now so that I cannot hurt anyone but myself. A few years peace and then death is all I ask.

29-Sep-14 11:02 AM By End in Richmond 0 Comments

Sunday, September 28 2014

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28-Sep-14 08:12 AM By mfjvooybjl 0 Comments

What an ugly world. Greedy people. Hateful people...no regard for human life...no love or faith. I have been deceived by this world. Keep your degrees and keep your greedy money...to the women that have rejected me...you have missed out on eyes that would have led you to a better understanding on things. To all the people who do wrong in the world...keep this world and all in it, I'll wait for The end

28-Sep-14 07:08 AM By What has happened 0 Comments

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28-Sep-14 12:48 AM By Hollister Chalecoidos 0 Comments

Saturday, September 27 2014

I am a 36yo alcoholic. I left the Army after being in 14 years 4 years ago. I couldn't find a job after a year and a half. I used the GI Bill to go to school and dropped out after 2 years. I am divorced and barely speak to my kids. They are always so quick to get off the phone. They lived with me for eight months because my ex was tired of being abused by her boyfriend. They decided to go back to live with their mother. I am completely broken by this and haven't been able to find work. My car was repossessed, lost my apartment, owe money to the school and all over the city. I live with my mother and all of my family members keep talking about me not working. There's nothing left for me here, I want to just leave, but I am sure things will be worse. I have failed at my life and don't want to go on any longer but suicide will hurt so many people along with showing my kids that I truly am a failure.

27-Sep-14 03:32 PM By no future 0 Comments

Friday, September 26 2014

I am being punished for something that I have done or will do. Now I think God is making me go down the downward-spiral and test my faith. Why me? I am punished and killed.

26-Sep-14 08:34 PM By Someone punished 0 Comments

I'm at a point where I no longer see myself in future. I fucked up school. Failed my first semester at varsity and that was it. I can't even tell my parents. It kills me everytime they call and ask about school and I lie about it. All my life I was a fuck up and did nothing right. I disappointed them so much growing up and after finding out that my dad is terminally ill I swore to change and make them proud. Now I'm scared he might die knowing both his daughters were a disgrace. School was all I had and now that's fucked up as well. Fake friends don't give shit and most of them have left. I'm very depressed and flirt with the idea of death more than often. I'm even seriously considering prostitution. I'm tired of living like this.. I don't know if I can go on any longer

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26-Sep-14 08:06 AM By Janet 0 Comments

I have recently come across a new racing game for mobiles, its name is Real Race: Asphalt Road Racing and it looks almost like a racing sim with arcade feel. Driving through dunes and steppes, asphalt and highways, it is like Need for Speed Carbon or Most Wanted, and actually the newest edition, NFS: Rivals.

On a scale of 1 to 10 I'd give it a strong 8. Ammount of features is almost staggering, and so is its playability. Besting the leaderboards trully entangles you and you're right away drawn in. It really reminded me of Asphalt Overdrive. Overall it is a good, ambitious free game.

There are no pursuits with the police, but maybe it's good though as multiplayer asphalt gameplay gives great occasion to show your unsurpassed underground drag racing prowess.

On-screen immense speed gives an illusion of literally being there and hurrying with top drivers as seen in TV. Stress spikes are not far and few.

It boasts really cutting-edge Artificial Inteligence and I've played already 6 times in a row or so and it's still amusing and enticing. It is kinda kewl to drive and overcome other players on 6 or so tracks. Game feels like race with GT cars like race or dodge viper.

26-Sep-14 08:00 AM By GT Racing 0 Comments

Thursday, September 25 2014

My brain was blown when I've first seen this sweet piece of action. Become a frontline commando with your guns flaming, or snipe the zombie devils from large areas. Witnessing countless undead bugs dead, trigger steadily beating as I was firing my shadowgun and tossing grenades around. All using only your tablet screen. Newest mobile game from a one of the best game studios, showing such magnificent and horrible enemies that I'm still shocked and awe strucked.

Our health gets to be personalized which is the only thing that lets us advance even deeper into this science fiction horror.

Only the best exploits of modern warfare combined with an fast trigger finger will let you to achieve victory over the undead bugs. Awesome graphics encourage you to follow your call of duty. Combat in modern style your terror when traversing future human cities and throwing barrages of bullets from your shadowgun, become the extreme mobile frontline commando, murdering numerous like an android.

Ominous main character reminisced me of the old Doom PC game, though Combat Trigger: Modern Dead 3D has many more gameplay features.

Best game ever! Modern warfare gets blended with murky and pessimistic sci-fi, where cosmos exploration gave us only unspeakable horror of having Terra infested by dead zombie invaders. Humongous numbers of them, in fact. All hungry for our blood and our goods! Cool ego shooter, hard waffen, wow.

25-Sep-14 10:07 PM By dead trigger 0 Comments

Wednesday, September 24 2014

ive started to feel like my mum feels more love towards my sister because she has always been a hard worker and I've been the 1 who has been in and out of jobs. i wish i could settle in a job to be able to try show i don't surf between jobs on purpose but it just turns out that way and now i just feel like the only way to make my mum love me is to buy physical presents. I'm in a job now that I've kept for over a year but as its not such a physical demanding i think it just gives reason to make things easier for her to decide who she prefers. I'm 30 and don't know where life is trying to lead me, is this bad?

24-Sep-14 02:32 PM By craig 0 Comments

I'm a fuck up and I'll never get anything right. I've been homeless and have done nothing but live off others and I know nothing I'll do will ever make me proud or happy. I've been too sick to do anything for nearly a year and even if I get back into college it wont matter because I'm not smart enough to hold a job and I will never be able to be happy with my below mediocre life.

24-Sep-14 01:56 PM By Louise 1 Comment

Tuesday, September 23 2014

Anyones children must like it. It's a storytelling game about a tiger, simulator of having a narrator narrating the tale to thine kids. Interactive story about tiger for toddlers and kids. Nice graphics to entertain and learn. Learning a pp that is child proof because of it's lack of privacy forms. 4 year old kids shall like it and also shall every baby that learned how to swipe his finger on the display. Entertaining tiger and his engaging story that educates about saving the environment and ecology. Interactive story for toddlers, tiger in the mountain in trouble. Only your child can save him while learning reading. Quick to play and fun to get in contact with nature. Educational story play for your 6 year old kids who certainly like animals. Simple way to learn reading by getting the story spoken by the lector.

23-Sep-14 03:52 PM By fun for toddlers 0 Comments

Today was an important day in my life.i was about to give a presentation

i tried my best to overcome the nervousness but it remained in my life. Now today after all my hard work i feel that i have lost in my entire life. I know that this moment will pass, but i feel that everyone was still laughing at me.

23-Sep-14 11:31 AM By armaniv 0 Comments

I failed three classes last semester and got put on academic probation. Over the summer I was really pumped about changing my life around and getting better and not being so lazy/depressed, but now that the school year began I've just been my same old self. I'm going to fail one class again because I just won't study, one class a new time, and one class just because it assigns so much work. I'm just so overwhelmed. I just keep hoping that one day I'll find some sort of inspiration to not be an idiot, but it isn't happening.

23-Sep-14 09:17 AM By w3 0 Comments

Monday, September 22 2014

I have just stumbled upon a fresh racing game for smartphones, its name is Real Race: Asphalt Road Racing and it seems to be almost like a racing sim with arcade gameplay. Racing through deserts and steppes, avenues and highways, it's like Need for Speed Carbon or Most Wanted, and as a matter of fact the latest part, NFS: Rivals.

On a scale of 1 to 10 I'd give it a strong 8. List of features is almost overwhelming, and so is its replayability. Besting the leaderboards trully caughts you and you are instantly drawn in. It really reminded me of Asphalt Overdrive. Above all it's a good, challenging free app.

There are no pursuits with the police, but maybe it's for the best as multiplayer asphalt feature gives ample occasion to verify your unparalleled underground drag racing prowess.

On-screen high speed gives a feel of literally being there and hurrying with top drivers as seen in TV. Stress rushes are not far and few.

It boasts very state-of-the-art AI and I'm playing it already seven times in a row or so and it is still fun and enticing. It is kinda kewl to drive and defeat other players on six or so tracks. Game is similar to race with GT cars like lamborghini or asphalt.

22-Sep-14 11:04 PM By GT Racing 0 Comments

Im from italy. I am late with college exams, which are so hard. I have no friends, never had a gf, never kissed a girl. My parents want results but the truth is I am not even ready for life. I can't do anything by my own. I have no trust in people, this world sucks. I just want to go away, somewhere so far and kill myself and then somehow get my corpse dissolved into acid because no one must know what happened or find me again. I just live in my bed and cry all the time and i'm almost 21. I really want to do something, but I know i can't do anything but fail and fail again. And I'm just tired of all this shit. My life isn't hard, i don't have parents who beat me, or a bad family. The problem is me, I am a huge failure and I can't live this life because this is not the world I want. It's not like I want it.

22-Sep-14 04:34 PM By Francesc 0 Comments

I have never been allowed to fail before in my life because of my over protective parents. Now that I am on my own, I dont know what to do because I have have no one to protect me. I am scared of failing because I dont even know how to fail. So now I might not even try anything because I am scared of failing. Doesn't that equal failure? ...not even giving myself a chance? I feel lost and I'm not sure what to do.

22-Sep-14 02:29 PM By myname 0 Comments

i lost my life beacause i am getting success in any field. just now i am persuing enng frm a institute btvin that field also i am not getting success . so plz tell what ishould do now . only the option is to quit my life.

22-Sep-14 05:55 AM By rhony 0 Comments

Saturday, September 20 2014

My life is failed. I'm 19 and I've done nothing in life. I've never had a girlfriend or any friend. I am ugly. I have never had a job and I don't know how to drive and I'm still in high school. Everywhere ignores me on websites. My parents are overprotective. I live in the hottest state. It never gets winter and that's my favorite season. My parents refuse to move. They talk and talk, but nothing gets done..just like me. Now I know I'll always be nothing. Lousy trash. I'm scared of every thing. No one wants to help me. I still have this small glimmer of hope...I'm going to hold onto it forever

20-Sep-14 11:20 PM By Iamnowhere 3 Comments

Thursday, September 18 2014

I have nobody in this life that loves me I have six brothers two sisters they all hate me I passed out because I couldn't breathe to go to the emergency they had to shock me back to life my neighbor was my friend she watch my dog cat fish.for 6 days and when I got out my SSI card with to wrong address sorry my phone got turned off and now she hates me everything I do is wrong I can't find a job I'm too old only 56 I can't even get over my ex wife that was 15 years ago even my sons hate me.

18-Sep-14 08:45 PM By Gerald 0 Comments

Wednesday, September 17 2014

I failed at life. I did. I dint get into med school and it was my most precious dream... i worked so hard... people look at me like i am the biggest failure on earth like i dont have a chance and i feel like it ... i am so crushed... my mom cant afford tutoring and i am drained both mentaly and phisically... i got into college to do something i dont like ... i am afraid of not passing the exams... everything i had done to this day was for the moment i was going to be a doctor.. it might never happen... it's the most awful feeling in the world...

17-Sep-14 09:17 AM 0 Comments

Tuesday, September 16 2014

I'm a gamer and I love to game on a computer and I do it a lot. I get all As and Bs in school and run cross country but to my parents I'm a massive fuck up. I don't know if I actually am a failure but I sure as hell feel like it.

16-Sep-14 09:35 PM 0 Comments

I will be jobless and will encounter financial problems. I'm not able to do something useful, since i never ever had a job nor experience in any field of expertise. Basically, I'm born to be useless. I'm even to stupid to kill myself. I will starve to death, probably fitting to what i deserve.

16-Sep-14 06:01 PM 0 Comments

I feel like I did the wrong things and made wrong life decisions and now I put my two little daughters and my wife in a bad situation. I don't wanna die, but it feels like I'm dead inside.

16-Sep-14 01:45 PM By ismael v 0 Comments

Had a terrible year last year... classes got screwed up, poor relationships with God and people. I was not looked fondly upon by staff/professors at my school, people in my future possible workplace, nor did students take kindly to me either.

I tried as hard as I could to get my life together and start my new year off right. Ended up screwing up again and continued having an even worst school year. Summer came, kept making mistakes.

Then this school year came by and I was ready to make things right and try my absolute hardest to pursue God and truth. Things were going great till I screwed up again and ruined everything I had going for me.

Now I'm just depressed and struggling to just get by, paying thousands of dollars for schooling to live a life of mediocrity because I keep screwing up my opportunities. I was actually beginning to love my school and have a great year till I screwed it all up.

16-Sep-14 11:58 AM 0 Comments

Hey i'm feeling so lonely. I've nobody to talk to. To chat with. I've lost many friends. Nobody initiates conversations with me. Can't study. Engineering is so tough to me. Feeling hopeless. Feeling ugly. So lonely. So hopeless. Not doing well in exams. Can't concentrate on studies. I don't know what. I fail at life.

16-Sep-14 11:33 AM By LostGirl 1 Comment

Monday, September 15 2014

I failed 3 engineering courses last semester in college. I might not even get financial aid. All my friends are in engineering advancing in their classes. I might be janitor while my friends are making 6 figures. Man my sucks right now. What is the point of living in civilization. I just like going to live in the wilderness with wild animals where there is no worries of bills, and other problems.

15-Sep-14 09:14 PM By Failure 2 Comments

Saturday, September 13 2014

Ah and I decided to not wait for my daughter to call me or want to be with me today this morning after praying and having as little run at the beach decided to gather her presents I got for her in my trio and gave them to her. We hen as he saw me coming into her job she smiled and was kind. I talked to her for a little bit only but she had a bug smile and said that after work maybe she would hang out with me. I don't know how but praying always works and I will keep in trusting God to help me every day I might be considered A failure at work but with God I'm more than as conquerer and I know in my heart that everything will work out well at the end because I love God and Jesus and God loves me. He has shown it by giving up His only son Jesus on the cross for me. My soul is worth his precious blood there fore I am worthy and you are worthy cheer up there's hope in Jesus Christ.

13-Sep-14 08:16 PM 0 Comments

I say just trust your heavy burdens on Him who loves you. I almost forgot all about his grace his love and his promise to be there if you call upon His name. I truly felt so low yesterday I cried and cried and today when I remembered that scripture I know that asking him to help me, opening my heart to Him will work because God is true Jesus is true he is close and near if you call upon Him. If you are feeling like giving up just give yourself a chance to be accepted loved and put all your burdens in His hands just ask Him to help you carry them even if you have nog prayed before just open your lips and ask He will give you rest and peace .

13-Sep-14 07:55 PM By DV 0 Comments

I came back today because yesterday was feeling awful and wanting to entertain the idea of not being in this world as an alternative.this morning felt better. Yesterday after admitting here how I felt as a failure and so exhausted I remembered the scripture that Jesus said come to me all those who are weary and laboured that I will give you rest. As I walked on the beach this morning I felt much better and listened to some scriptures in this app in iTunes or Apple called NT ( meaning New testament) and the OT what stands for Old testament. This apps helped me before to go through the bible very quickly a few yeArs ago. 4 years ago.IT changed my life listening to the Scriptures daily. Today I remembered that what Jesus said and fave me great comfort. I know that everything works for the good of those who love the Lord. Jesus says come to me all those who are weary and hard laboured. That includes me and you in this forum. Meaning trust our burdens to Him Jesus. He also said that we shouldn't worry about tomorrow because every day brings its own toil. To trust God to give and provide everything we need because even the birds are fed daily and how much more our Heavenly father wants to give us his children who believe in Him. That comforted my soul and no I don't need to kill myself to rest the only thing I need is to give up my burdens st the cross of Jesus and let Him renew my soul. Let him give me rest. He was rejected . He was despised. He was oppressed and bullied, and he was mocked, he was spitten, he was abused, he suffered, he also was hungry and tired and killed. He knows all about feeling as a failure in this world BUT he overcame death and he had victory over all of those who hurt him, he resurrected, he is risen and he loves all those who feel weak and tired and lonely because he knows all about that he suffered it too. And he through his grace and unending love can help us overcome our weakness because where we are weak he is strong.

13-Sep-14 07:23 PM By DV 0 Comments

I am.from india and 19 yrs old boy I take admission in engineering as i am very passionate about.but bcoz of mathematics I quit engineering and Do Bsc Agri Bio Tech how, fool I am,I dissapointed my parents.my all friends do engineering and .I fool do Bio-Tech but atleast I am happy now.but sometimes I think that,the course I choose have not much value but I like biology but I am not talented.

13-Sep-14 08:34 AM By Failure from India (Ashutosh) 1 Comment

Friday, September 12 2014

And I don't have one true friend at all in this country just the people I randomly meet at church and the people at bible study who don't know how deeply hurt I am and how much of as failure in life I feel. I came to this country to become a doctor to take the boards 15 years ago and I never did. Why? Because I was a single Mon we both a small 7 year old child. I had to work and pay rent and all the stuff of . Living in the US and didn't qualify for any help. Got married with an emotionally abusive person that ended in divorce and me and my girl struggling to survive. I am a doctor in my country but here had no education I went to school even though I was depressed and alone just my little one. And became a CNA worked then I was so as angry at life and stupid politics of phillipino coworkers got fired then looked for another job got into mental health work and loved it. But couldn't save MONEY to take my medical boards too expensive TO live here. Then enrrolled in nursing school Graduated from associates didnt want to get a bachelor's because i already had one and a masters in my country and didnt really liked nursing but because of the money i could earn to save to take my boards as nd be a doctor here but I didn't count on the nastiness of my fellow nurses co workers ever envious OF I don't know what and MADE my work life impossible complaining of me until the bossess fired me in every nursing job i had gotten in the US. Never ABLE to save money FOR my boards because always needed TO MAKE sure my daughter had a safe place TO live and food. The years passed and didn't TAKE MY medical board's. Now my daughter stArted drinking using pot at 14-15 I became deeply depressed and quit my job to be ABLE to spend time with her and make sure she got out of that and she did thankfully stopped using pot but one day the police called me at work because my 17 year old d as daughter had been admitted with as alcohol poisoning I was so angry with her because she was cynical as bout it.we moved I stopped working as much to be with her more and we struggled for money but she got better. But then she starting to be with guys coming home late etc which was very worrisome and kept . Me awake at night and very tired to go to work at 6 am next morning which affected my mental focus I suppose. And it was like that for a couple of years with some improvement and Setbacks. Then she got worse and I moved with her to Los Angeles to keep her from her friends who I thought then had as bad influence on her. Then I was was in such anxiety about her that I was late at work sometimes and snappy tired etc.I had been fired from my previous job because I was unable to make an assignment very far away from home. T hen I got that job in LA but had my 18 year old DAUGHTER with me. And I had not being able to pay the new car monthly payment for 4 months so it got repossessed and we were stranded in LA like that so couldn't make it to work on time and got fired. So we came back home but didn't have an apartment anymore and she stayed with her alcoholic friend and as he got a job and I stayed with church friend and got another temporary job saved money and got anew apartment together. Then I was fired for I don't know what oh yeah because I didn't have a car and they found out. I had to take the trolley. So I was in unemployment thankfully for almost one year until I decided that with God's help I could do it. Meanwhile my daughter got in church and she was happier and better I was able to be st peace AND kept my job for just 2 months because the medic as l assistants got into hating me because I was a doctor in my country! Dogs.so I was once more without job by now it started to affect me emtionallyh finally and becam insecure and untrusty of people at work. Meanwhile my daughter was IN college and met this black dude, another one, that basically pulled her slowly but surely out of church and she started to act out again rebellious, being late or even not coming back and sexually as active with him and drinking again after he cheated on her and broke her heart. Then same thing I became unfocused and Anxious and lost my job again, got another one . But just being able to hold it for 5-6 months each and got a super good job who a couple of other nurses got t he pleasure to rip away from me with their constant bullying me around. But this time I defended myself. Eventually found a well paid job and at this time mg daughter had become involved with someone else not coming back home, drinking, and using birth control pills we both this new guy and then she moved out with her friends because she didn't want to be told anything and eventually with this new guy into a room studio and I just fell apart because she wouldn't want to go to church or even the guy is a believer but my daughter whom I love so much became increasingly cold with me and now she wouldn't talk to me of call or anything and I eventually got fired as g as in from my no as t recent job because I was one minute late. Again after 3 warnings. Of course they didn't know my struggle with my daughter. She now lives with her boyfriend that appears to be pretty selfish but loves her in his own way. He has no mom since childhood and seems to want to keep my daughter away from me. They both recently joined to sue the company that they worked for a few years for sexual harassment which as he never said to me anything anyone doing such thing to my dear daughter, and UN

Paid time. They got PAYMENT for it winning and my daughter feels totally like as she needs No one even God b ed cause she got this boyfriend. I now feel very sad and hurt because my only daughter just rather not be around me even calling me. She kindly gave me an ipad for my birthday but she won't answer face time or messages. Because she says as he is too busy with school work the boyfriend and her new dog and cats.me I'm about to start a new job on Monday. I turned 50 last days of August.I don't know what is coming in the future but I feel pretty tired already. I can't take more of the same I need a way out of all this failed work life, mom-daughter life, I just need my daughter healthy close to Jesus and living a healthy lifestyle and her love. And a job to support the basic life necessities and the ability emotional and mentally to hold it in order to stabilize financially and stop struggling to even pay rent and the needed stuff. I am exhausted. Can this get better?

12-Sep-14 02:57 PM By DV 0 Comments

Ah also decided a few years ago that I wanted to be pure sexually since before I had my share of failed relationships in the sense of feeling fulfilled emotionally but felt used sexually by the people I engaged myself with maybe due to low self-esteem and self-love. So I decided to get closer to God and it was hard but finally achieved sexual purity and more peace in my life. Well no one wants to date me now lol before when I was ready to jump in bed quickly in the early phase of a relationship had plenty of guys interested of course and I was younger also. But now that I wanted to live as life more healthy in every way I have had no interested parties in 4 years! And I feel bad for saying what I said just n my earlier post but that's how I honestly feel right now. Even though my love for God and having a relationship with Jesus Christ and have had overcome many obstacles just in life with God's help today I felt so much anger due to the rejection of my only 22 y.o daughter whom I raised as a single mom all these years and now that she refuses to hang out together and/ or see me since she moved out with her boyfriend 4 months ago, and realizing that job struggle I always had experienced and the pain so great of failure in life that I have in my heart today is so painful so pas sinful that I deeply hurt and cry. I mean is true so true. Death seems a selfish option because after all why should I kill myself due to other people rejection of me knowing that God loves me truly? I just want to know how can I be successful in the future years I don't want to die I want to live freely and joYFUL please LORD help me!

12-Sep-14 01:19 PM By DV 0 Comments

I totally understand how people feel about checking out of killing themselves because I feel the same way . But also love being alive and enjoying the beautiful things that life has to offer. Is just that I'm tired of struggling to succeed. I have failed in every job I ever had. For some reason that I don't get or understand people reject me and it hurts so deeply even my 22 years old daughter gets annoyed if I want to see her, like I just came back from a trip and brought her some presents she would not want to come say Hi even or ask how I am doing or even get her presents. It hurts me so much and it made me so angry that I started feeling like I hate myself and want it to just die. I'm a nurse here I am a doctor in my country and yet I have to always be looking for yet a new job since I was younger always had a problem with jobs. I have always encountered the sharks those who are ready to destroy you or the other women who just hate me even if I didn't do anything to them always getting fired for politics not even for a good reason other than being late sometimes a few minutes like the last job one minute late the birch fired me. So is something else even if I do . My job well and better than the majority I am the one getting fired. I don't get it. I just turned 50 yeArs old but look lively like 33 at most but I'm so tired if always being rejected and fired and struggling to survive from job to job and never able to save money buy a house or a decent car because I get a job and we hen I'm just getting stable financially oooooooooo m fired again as nd have to start again. This has been going on for all my life I don't understand why people don't like me and reject me I'm so sad and tired just want to die but I like being alive is sad in don't want to kill myself because of other assholes selfishness and hatred I just want to be happy and have peace and the necessary things in life and enjoy my life.

12-Sep-14 12:56 PM By DV 0 Comments

In hate the bitches at every job I had where 4th we y made their b set effort in getting me fired. Why is it that there is one mother fucker like that in every we workplace?

12-Sep-14 12:38 PM 0 Comments

i have all of u beat 53 and no girlfriend never b een married survive delivering pizzaa my car is on the border of working or dying and no one wants to buy it and when i have the oppty for a blessing i dont make it to the place as depression kicks in and keeps me hope everyone i know has succeeded in life so i am the only failure i hate this city and hate this life and want to check out

12-Sep-14 08:04 AM By jj 0 Comments

I am unsure if someone will like me, because I am up in space person (the opposite of down to earth in space), selfish, rude, have cyberbullied people just because they were hurting my friends, spoiled brat, always silent at school, because I suck at sports and I am brave only behind the screen. Does anyone feel the same way?

12-Sep-14 07:41 AM By kstewfan 0 Comments

i continue to fail in the clutch always fail at critical moments had a lovely person willing to promote my book waiting at studio along w supporting personel for live interview w camera and i failed to make it couldnt overcome depression some fatigue and general emptiness o f soul i always miss my blessings by failing in the clutch have sick empty feeling terrified of life/work now terrified of being alone/single as i have been all my life cant seem to cross the bridge w a female i almost want to commit suicide as everyone around me is doing fine in their routine of life and i am still in survival and simple mode

12-Sep-14 07:37 AM By jb 0 Comments

Thursday, September 11 2014

I can never do anything right even if I do exactly what I'm told to do. I have the worst luck. I lost my job because of college and now I'm homeless. My girlfriend hates me and it's all my fault. I fail at everything in life.

11-Sep-14 08:07 PM By Casey 0 Comments

Too ugly and weird to go to school today so I missed. What a fucked up future ahead of me...I don't look forward to it at all. So many beautiful women and so many cool clothes and material things..so many place I want to see, but I never will....something's I can never have. That's why when I vacation to places like Long Beach, San Diego, Santa Monica, Las Vegas...I only dream of living those lifestyles. But now I'm back in reality, the reality of things is: I will get nowhere in life, and death is the only drastic thing in my future.

P.S. I'm thirsty and hungry....can't wait to eat later. That's my life.

11-Sep-14 04:45 PM By Adrian 0 Comments

I don't have any complaints but I am here to tell you that please hold on to this life , your future is going to be way too dramatic and fun because of wars and stuff .Just hold on. We are yet to have a War

11-Sep-14 02:40 PM 0 Comments

no matric no qualifications only skills in electricity willing to further my studies and complete my matric but no money just a nobody

11-Sep-14 01:01 PM By lebogang 0 Comments

People who spam this site with annoying random text have more issues than the actual people who are really suffering.

11-Sep-14 12:13 PM By mr me 0 Comments

Wow! i really love my life gosh! My name translates to 'destined for good things.' Can you believe that?

At this point in life i believe that i'm destined for absolutely nothing. I'm a big hyped up '0' of a person, nothing but a big whoop.

Everyday i wake up feeling good about life and it's beautiful promises but...i feel worthless. Truth is people around me overestim8 me and i fail them. My dad calls me a failure, mom has not the slightest care and inevitably i will fail them. Im depressed everytime i think about my future, i want to just kill myself, i even had a dream about someone like me shooting himself witj a silver revolver.. perhaps that is my destiny?? ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

11-Sep-14 12:02 PM By friend of death 0 Comments

i didnt kill myself because when i was about to i was flooded with empathy and emotion towards thoughts about how my suicide would cause my family pain. my whole life i have never done anything for myself it has always been for others i never knew waht i wanted. now the only thing i want to do for myself is to end my life im not meant for this world and can't be a part of it my physical body won't evan let me!i can't kill myself because of family and so im staying alive not for myself but for others. its so sad how therye so attached to me but its not actually me that they are attached to it is the idea of me that they are attatched to. thier son. im hope i can find the strenght to overcome my sympathy and empathy so i can endit

11-Sep-14 12:31 AM By sucidehelp 0 Comments

Wednesday, September 10 2014

I hate my life totally . I hate it

10-Sep-14 02:55 PM By hleh 0 Comments

I WAS A CHILD ABANDONED BY MY MOTHER AND FATHER..LEFT WITHBAVUSIVE GRANDPARENTS..I NEVER REALLY HAD A FAMILY ABD SUFFERED FOR YEARS FROM POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BIPOLAR DISORDER AND ANXIETY..I NEVER REALLY WORKED SO HARD AT ANYTHING THEN BEING A MOTHER TO THREE LITTLE GIRLS WHO NEEDED ME TO PROVIDE..I TRIED MY HARDEST MAINTAING A HOME FOR THEM EVEN THOUGH I AM FIGHTING EVICTION AFTER EVICTION HUST SO WE DONT END UP ON THE ATREETS ..THEY CAME AND SHUT MY ELECTRIC OFF ITS BEEN A WEEK NOW AND YHE ONLY HELP I GOT WAS 200 dollars..the electric company won't turn it on until its paid..my lease is being violated because I have no electric..so here i am about to lose everything what do i do keep making my angels suffer..no I'mcalling social services and making sure they are to find a good family who cab provide for them..and then iI'm just going to go to sleep dreaming of them and never wake up..the tides always against me..I'm just going to give in and let the pain go.mbecause I'ma failure of a mother

10-Sep-14 01:09 PM By giving up 0 Comments

I am giving up on this world.

I am a bullied, anorexic, homosexual loser who fails at life.

Nobody likes me anymore.

Nobody will ever like me.

I am leaving.

Goodbye fellow soldiers. I hope you live a great life. I think mine will only become better. Heaven will be a beautiful place.

Goodbye.

10-Sep-14 11:33 AM By i am giving up 0 Comments

Tuesday, September 9 2014

I am quite bright, but suffer from bouts of depression. i took a masters in a field i wasnt sure about, but it was a dual degree with an international uni so the attractiveness of having two degrees hauled me in. i of course did not subscribe for scholarship, and my mum paid the very high tuition.

now i have taken two months off to work on my thesis, and am almost ready, but have not yet got approval for it cos i handed it int late after procrastinating and wasting my life away.

i am about to fail my masters. how do i tell everyone i failed and wasted two years of my life, declined good job opportunities.. how can i live my life as a failure now.

9-Sep-14 07:05 AM By procrastiantor 1 Comment

somebody you just made my heart drop. I feel like I'm not in control of my own life, I see success as happiness not money and I don't have ether. I let people walk over me because I can't say no, deep down I know there is more to life then work eat sleep eat work ect. I feel like a battery in the end I'll run out, and for what; a car, house,boat,nice TV. all these things will rot away and mean nothing once I'm gone , I fell like I'm in a box the world and I created. I know there's more to life then this, feeling like I'll never find it is making me wonder what's the point.

9-Sep-14 05:00 AM By boxed in 0 Comments

my friends are all applying to the same university as I am and now I feel like I have even lesser chances of getting into this particular uni (its an ivy). my scores are not perfect, and teachers are being mean about predicted grades. I suck in math and want to kill myself

9-Sep-14 01:14 AM By can i leave life now 0 Comments

Monday, September 8 2014

pressure to succeed is eating me up inside. my life will be just another failure in the gutter in no more than a few years from now. all i can do is wait for the time to come....i have always thought i was diffrrent, special, blessed but i am cursed by my name, the unyielding weight on my shoulders. If i was not too much of a coward i would have killed myself.

i have no friends, no one can relate to a mere shadoe of person with a half a heart, mind and no genuine human soul. everytime i try at something i find im able to do it, but the results never show it. God knows i try and try and fail and fail. i cant talk with other people(in my life) its never been worth telling anyone anything. i trust no one i cant love anyone not even myself.....So all i want is to runaway and live in a cabin in some uninhabited place as far from people as can be. People are my greatest source of pain, they disappoint me and vice versa...WHY SOLVE THE EQUATION WHEN YOU CAN JUST ABANDON IT ALLTOGETHER????????!!!!!

8-Sep-14 03:08 PM By inpain 0 Comments

The truth is I have failed at everything. I try my best but it is not enough. Its my birthday on Friday and I have one person coming to drinks on the town. I have been through hell this last year lost my flat, job due to redunacy. I dont know how to keep on fighting, I have no energy.

8-Sep-14 11:16 AM By failure. 0 Comments

Ironic isn't it? I name myself 'somebody' when really I'm just a nobody. I thought life was supposed to begin in your 20s. Sure I'm just a newborn in that sense only being 21, but I feel so left behind. Graduated high school and thought it was gonna be fine and dandy. Little did I know...ha. That was 3years ago. I tried to go to community college. First semester was fine. Second i got lazy and failed almost all of my classes. Tried to go back the year after that but the same thing happened. Then, in March 2013, my grandmother passed. I was sad but I knew it was her time. Fast forward to September 2013. My mother had been sick for almost her whole life but she always recovered. Until one day she didn't. With my grandmother, I understood because she had lived a full life. But it wasn't my mother's time. I've been out of school ever since with no motivation to go back. My sister moved away from me and I'm lucky to even hear from her once a month. I have a whole 2 friends. Never had a boyfriend... Let alone a first kiss... And I'm 21. Every day I get up and wait like a puppy at the door for one of my two friends to get home. I barely eat. I sleep too much. In fact, I can't wait until the night comes so I can sleep and escape reality. My dreams are so much more interesting than what's real. My internal compass is eternally and uncontrollably spinning. I have no direction or order to my life. I cry myself to sleep at night. I feel like a child. I want to crawl under the table, hug my knees, rock back and forth... I wish there was someone who understands. Someone who I can feel safe with and fall asleep in their arms at night. But that will never come. Perhaps I sign my name as 'somebody' as a plea... A plea for somebody to save me from myself. I fail at life because I am me. And I am nobody.

8-Sep-14 04:06 AM By Somebody 1 Comment

Sunday, September 7 2014

try this. 17 no girlfriend, no life outside school Im not even successful at school, everytime i make a genuine attempt at improving my academics...I always end up falling short I dont have much time to improve myself and im from education's all that matters witbout it im a failure in life. My father has called me "useless" and a failure and im inclined to believe he''s right.

im alone and cant trust anyone. A bastard child with no true siblings, i only have half siblings . i live with my half sister, i dont consider family at all, always smiling and yet wishing the worst for me and same for the others. I feel like im lost in exhile with strangers. My mom (if youd call her that) is never around, probably having an affair with someone. My dad and me dont talk enough..DAMN I JUST WANT A WAY OUT OF THIS FAILURE I CALL A LIFE.

7-Sep-14 08:54 AM By alchemisizm 0 Comments

I guess for the moment of depression that seems to be ensuing my life, I'm going to try and keep my goals in front of me and remind myself I don't want just want a job to pass my days away, but earn money doing something I enjoy. I'm guessing that live gets a lot better when your occupation and hobbies feel very similar. Earning a lot of money may buy a lot of stuff, but enjoying life carries a lasting effect.

7-Sep-14 06:27 AM By Trevor 0 Comments

I feel like I'm never going to be happy because there's this.. there's ugly creature inside of me that doesn't want me to be happy. Good grades in school, sure - but is THAT gonna get me into Oxford? NOPE. I'm so scared I'll never go there and fail and end up going to just this average university and then I won't know what to do next because no one will employ me. Because I have a stammer, and crippling social anxiety, and pimples, and lovehandles, and a genuine lack of actual friends. How sad is that? What am I going to do in the future?

Why doesn't anyone like me? Why am I wasting time ranting on this stupid website?

WHY

7-Sep-14 05:14 AM By StellaNutella 1 Comment

Ugly life with this force against me. I'll never win and this force keeps getting stronger the more I become aware of it. Now it feels like this force is becoming the ruler of my life....won't let it happen. I'll have to kill myself to get rid of it, but then it'll be the winner

7-Sep-14 02:38 AM By Ugly 0 Comments

Friday, September 5 2014

I was abused my whole life, I was put on over 10 different medications at 9 years old because I couldn't stop crying and wouldn't talk. Was so drugged I couldn't finish sentences, failed in school, and behaved nearly autistic because of these meds. I never had a friend for more than a few months, they either moved or moved on. I tried to kill myself several times. The last attempt was half assed, but I quit all of the meds cold turkey hoping it would kill me. I went through 5 months of withdrawals and then kind of "woke up" for the first time since 9 years old. I tried to rebuild my life, but there is no way. I am so depressed and anxious. I have nobody. I live alone on disability. I tried college and failed miserably. I cannot do the work, I'm incapable. I have an average IQ, I'm not stupid. However I have been rendered useless due to the meds and missing 10 years of my life. I've been in therapy for over 14 years. Nothing has helped, nothing has changed. My current therapist is a PHD and considered one of the best in my state, she has given up. She has told me I have one final session before we're not working together anymore. I have no hope. No reason to keep searching for hope. I have found every option for my life, and none of them work. I don't want to die, but I'm being backed into a corner and will be forced to end my life eventually. I have tried. When I die, I just don't want people to say I didn't try. I've done everything I can! It hurts so much to hear people talk badly about me after everything I've tried and been through. I'm just not good enough, that's all. Forgive me for not being able, I wish I was. I want to do what's best, and I believe living as a parasite is not best for anyone. Don't speak ill of me for dying, because everyone already hates me for living.

5-Sep-14 03:54 PM By Nobody 0 Comments

It hurts when I pee, I just want to die. I tug and tug but the pain doesn't stop. I tried every fesable option, squeeze, pushing, but thepain just increases. On day I was so upset, after being ridiculd and beaten by my so called friends. I pulled it clean off, The pain finally stopped but at what cost

5-Sep-14 12:46 PM By Alex Castro 0 Comments

Thursday, September 4 2014

25 and I still have a hard time fitting in and making and maintaining connections with people. I've been out of school for three years and I still can't find a full-time job, although I have been able to freelance as well as work a few part-time jobs, but shit, like I feel like I'm a lifeless vegetable with no hope in sight, and nobody to guide me. This is where I feel like I FAIL AT LIFE.

4-Sep-14 10:24 PM By wwvv 0 Comments

i ve been dreaming about being someone in this life since i am remembering myself. now i am 20. and i have nothing. my parents pay for everything in my life and its terrible. i want to be someone important i want to be someone known. be someone respectful. i always talk about it. i know that the best way of reaching something in life is skipping speaking and start doing, but i am afraid. really. i am afraid to risk. i am afraid todo something that hurts others, people that i love. my family. i am afraid because i know to get something you always have to give something. i don't know what to do. i am losing my time, my life my dreams...but... this life is zoo difficult oh gosh...

4-Sep-14 06:20 PM By nika 1 Comment

i fail my matric for all most 8 years so i dnt no what to do anymore cous i want a matric

4-Sep-14 03:12 PM By mamaki 0 Comments

Everyone is driving and growing up, I'm just hanging around not doing anything. I can't keep a job and can't remember anything. I have so much math work to do I'd rather knock my head against a brick wall. I feel narcissistic and hold a grudge against my mom for ruining a friend's funeral. Bitch leave me alone I don't wanna hold your phone, no I don't see his chest moving. I confronted her after the funeral and she got mad at me. I love her but she's more narcissistic than I am.

4-Sep-14 01:02 PM 0 Comments

I try to study but I seem to fail every term at school its my final year at schoold I'm scared that I won't make it to university

4-Sep-14 11:12 AM By Lorraine 0 Comments

i really like this like REALLY REALLY like her and shes kinda shy but then agian so am i however i am funny and goodlooking. last year many people told me that she also liked me but i was to shy to make a move and because of that now things are really awkward and she never talks to me anymore. prom is coming up and i wanna ask her but so does this other nerd kid who gets along with her and im scared she will chose him because i dont have the balls to do it. im such a fail.

4-Sep-14 11:00 AM By james 0 Comments

Wednesday, September 3 2014

is it what it os i dont see what it is how it should be but how it was to be

3-Sep-14 03:51 PM 0 Comments

its very lucky that you all dont live in the poorest parts of Africa, cause it would be interesting to hear what they would have to complain about. is it the fact we as humans dont think about other beings situations and only look at ones own, forgetting there are many more people out there that are worse off.

3-Sep-14 07:09 AM By Jesus 1 Comment

Monday, September 1 2014

My hubby has paid so much money for my short course and i have failed,wrote my re write i know i have failed also now i have my last chance i have no one to help by teaching me because i am lost.Im afraid i could fail and my life will be very difficult.....because i wont get this chance again.

1-Sep-14 09:04 AM By Hlakah 1 Comment

No one will ever love me. I go so many places...see so many beautiful women. A few different women I end up thinking about for months to come. I fall in love with them at first sight when they only pass by me for a second. I imagine our future together. Instead I'm a fat, ugly, poor, broken, sick, jobless, short, virgin loner. No girl will ever like me, as long as I'm alive. I don't even think satan wants me. I'll just be an ugly poor loser with no social life. If any one else had my life they would kill themselves. I expect nothing good in life. I try as hard as I can at everything. My dad babies me and won't let me get a job at 19. He is stubborn and won't listen. I try talking to strangers - making small talk. They ignore me.....there's no hope. From now until I die I will give up and see just how bad life can get before I won't notice.

1-Sep-14 12:22 AM By BeholderofFailure&Sadnes 1 Comment

"Abandon all hope ye who enter here"

Never has been used more appropriately. For all you doubters who come scrounging through the interwebs to search for advice...a glimmer of "Hope" give it up. There is no hope. Hope is dead. It never existed to be begin with. We all live shitty lives. You live a shitty life, i live a shitty live and you probably just came to mock the dejected. All i can say is refuse to be weak. Refuse to pity yourself and refuse dwell on dark clouds and dim spaces with "no hope" Be proactive, go out there and make something of yourself. Start small and gradually become something greater. Live only for yourself. Work only for yourself. No one loves you. No one even likes you. You are on your own, but take heart in that you will become stronger if you "grow a pair" strengthen your resolve for yourself. Love only yourself and live only for yourself, and be free, beholden to no one.

1-Sep-14 12:01 AM By OneWhoBaresFangsAtGod 0 Comments

Sunday, August 31 2014

What a life. I hate my family. My mother was abusive both mentally and physically, and then there is my father. I hate him the least, but i definately dislike him. I can't depend on him for anything, emotional supports...advice. I can't even depend on him for simple favors like picking up a few things from the grocery. As a single father i am grateful for what he has done what with the roof over my head and all that conservative jazz, but fuck. HE DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH PROBLEMS. HE WAS NEVER AROUND WHEN I WAS ABUSED AND REFUSED TO BELIEVE IT EVEN HAPPENED UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE. Ah, can't forget "Lil bro" either. Back when i was abused he was the smuggest piece of shit on the face the earth. He would hold me at knife point when i could come out my room after attempting to gain peace from his tirades. He would poke fun at me to the point of tears and tell ne my abuse has never happened. How i should man up. Ha! He has changed but the damage has been done and i want him dead. Now i'm 19 and nothing short of a hateful shrew. No job at the moment...running low on hope. Advice?

31-Aug-14 11:41 PM By WatchingTheWorldRevolveAroundMe 0 Comments

I'm 20, I never had a girlfriend. At the university I failed at about half of the objects so I'm a year behind, No one really cares about me (besides my family ofc) I'm not great at anything. I'm not rich, I'm not hot, I'm just waiting to die, there are only two reasons why I don't kill myself. 1 life might get better, it has a ridiculously little chance but it's not impossible 2 if I killed myself it would destroy my parents mentally.

Damn. When I'm not drunk I can't even talk. Also I'm horny as f*** almost anyone would be good for me at this point, haha... oh and I almost forgot, I'm extremely weak (physically), I can't drive and I'm extremely easy to embarrass.

So yeah, if a giant asteroid suddenly killed everyone including me, I would be almost OK with it.

31-Aug-14 07:17 PM By a random guy 2 Comments

I've been madly in love with my younger cousin for the last 9 years. She's a tall slim beautiful girl and I'm 32 and getting fatter and balder with every passing year. Oh god, now there's no way.

Seeing her causes me intense physical pain and makes me want to vomit continuously until she leaves. This is followed by several weeks of unimaginable crushing depression and a feeling of complete hopelessness.

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31-Aug-14 05:55 AM By penis 1 Comment

Saturday, August 30 2014

I feel miserable and like such a loser and failure in life and at everything. Up until a few months ago I never believed that I would ever accomplish anything, until I got my results back for the prenursing studies and I worked so hard to get distinctions in all the modules a d I did . I had applied to lots of the colleges and had met all the requirements and my leaving cert and grade c in maths. It made me so happy I finally thought that maybe for once that I would be good enough. My dreams and hopes of being a nurse and going to college would come true. I never asked for too much. I worked so hard to make it happen. Yet not for a second that I would have thought that I wouldn't get a place. all my dreams and hopes of being somebody, a nurse and hopes of a batter future is,shattered and now I am back to the,beginning. How can I rebuild my dreams again and hope and hope that maybe someday I would be the one that is offered a place. I feel like a loser and a failure and I am living a meaningless life, life is meaningless without a dream. How can I move on? What can I do , what I can I do batter so that the same,thing would happen next year?

30-Aug-14 03:03 PM By bunya 1 Comment

After wasting 3 ears of my life at a private school funded by my dead mothers estate , I now have only 4 GCSE's after panic and breaking down in tests. I'm only 17 but I often though about self harm and suicide. I know its not right to have a pessimistic view but everything I do is a failure. In my academic life, having no social life, no creativity or energy I'm dyslexic which is a failure in it's self. Sorry for waffling and moaning but I just feel so bitter . I thin that there is another way to live but I have learned it.

So why not died when nothing has any purpose?

30-Aug-14 08:47 AM 0 Comments

Friday, August 29 2014

I'm so scared and anxious of the future and everyone around me is moving forward with their lives. Everyone I love wants to move away and I'm still stuck in square one. I don't know if I'll ever move on. I try to stay positive but everyday I hate myself more and more.

29-Aug-14 05:56 PM 2 Comments

well here it goes....i am a 16 year old boy who is living with his parents....earlier this year...i took an examination called jamb and i didnt pass.... I am a very bright student so my failure was indeed alarming...and now my dad wants to kill me psycologically....Oh

29-Aug-14 01:20 PM By mibzy! 0 Comments

HAAA FUCK!!! COM"ON LIFE WHY AM I BLOWING SO MANY CHANCES, I AM WINNING UNGRATEFUL BITCH!!!!!! BUT I AINT GIVIN UP NO NO NO JUST PUTTING THIS OUT THERE TO CREATE THE ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE LIFE

29-Aug-14 01:56 AM By AM 0 Comments

Thursday, August 28 2014

I am from India 24 years old and I have failed the last year in graduation (English honours). I hardly have any social life and even less friends. My parents are tired of me and I am a horrible,ungrateful daughter. I quit my previous college because I was a coward and could not face my friends and classmates as they would be promoted and I would be left behind.....I just want to curl up and die.......but just for the sake of the people I love,I need to stay alive......

28-Aug-14 11:17 AM By WeirdGirlNextDoor 2 Comments

Another failure story of mine, i quit this course...I have mentally prepared myself for it...which only freshers do...I am quitting it because i can't struggle anymore...I can't study with the juniors who are 10-11 years juniors to me...I cant compete with them..their mind is sharp..I have a small work experience but still in this course i have to study what i have read 10-12 years back..i have no options but to return back ..Yes I am a failure

28-Aug-14 09:26 AM 1 Comment

I am a failure at life. I am a 32 year old single female with many many problems. By the time I deal with all my personal problems I will be too old to have children. My life is over I can not even start a family and will never be a mother ever in my life. I hate myself and everyday is just a day closer to death so at least I have that to look forward to.

28-Aug-14 12:24 AM 2 Comments

Wednesday, August 27 2014

we all need to go away to some faraway place and never come back.

we dont need family. alone, we can handle it. it would be really nice if one day i could travel to a place where no one knows me and no one will ever find me. i could change my name, my appearance and most important myself

but until then i´ll continue being the coward that i am.

27-Aug-14 08:48 AM By ll 1 Comment

i m from india. i did mbbs out of my parents wish. i never wanted to be a doctor. my passion as i discovered recently is in civil services. i tried twice but couldnt achieve it. now i m undergoing MD in pathology a branch i hate. to leave it i have to pay 5 laks plus whatever salary i earned during this md period. just a few days back i got to knoe that i couldnt clear this years civil services examination too.. i m a complete failure. a disgrace to my parents. dont have guts to just change my field after 7 yrs in this one.

can u help me??

27-Aug-14 07:55 AM By dr prateek meena 0 Comments

I'm a loser. I'm a nobody.

I'm 19 and my parents baby me. That's why I have achieved nothing in my short, bored life. My classmates have all moved on to college, they drive, they have relationships, they are intelligent. Here I am; an ignorant baby that my parents continue to hold on to despite the fact that I'm turning 20 next year. I don't know how to drive, have no friends, never had a girlfriend, and I'm still in high school. They babied my brother too, he's older and is barely getting stuff that my classmates have at age 18. They want me to wait that long as well. Now he's going to get everything, and I will have nothing. They will continue to treat me like an infant. I look forward to nothing. Just a fat, ugly, failure. It's actually sad to look at old pictures of myself and to think that that child in the photo will grow up to live such a boring, deprived, lonesome life. Laugh at me all you want....I have no pride or dignity...I have no self esteem or self respect. All my self worth and hope died. Goodbye.

27-Aug-14 12:44 AM By Adrian 1 Comment

Monday, August 25 2014

I am currently failing my own life, if you could even say such thing exists.

I don't know whats happening anymore, i am faling my 1st year of studies atm, because i do nothing all day instead of studying for exams, or even for the schoolyear. But i just can't care to do it, i don't know.

I never had a girlfriend, any friends more serious than people i've seen daily in school, and even then, i wouldn't trust them with anything, also i was bullied and got fat and ugly.

I don't know how i'll live, how i should or want live, hell, i bet i won't even be able to find a job and get stuck with my parents being just a parasite, stupid burden for them.

I wish i could change, i wish i knew who i am or what i like, because there aren't many things that pleasure me anymore, i only live in constant vegetation, is such a life any better than death? Because it really feels like i died a long time ago, and this is just a ghost of the person i used to be, happy, always smiling kid.

I am currently 20 years old, and i have much time ahead of me, but life seems to be much shorter than that, as if everything will pass before i notice.

My parents think i am just lazy and prefer to enjoy myself, i don't think they know about any of my struggles, maybe it's better that way, i am a big burden for them already. I just wish i could go away from their life peacefully.

25-Aug-14 12:02 PM 1 Comment

Hello every1. Jus wanna say tht im a failure in life. 16 andno achievements, no lovelife, no love from ppl im all alone. i guess im fine wit tht ive adapted. but i cant accep that im a fail, my own father told me once and im well oncourse to proving him right. im gonna fail math, which i do repeatedly. all i want is to do well in the things i put my mind to and i keep failing. ive thought about ending it anf maybe one day i will.

ive touched no ones life, i mean nothing valuable to all ppl around me. lifes handed me lemon and i keep making shit. thats my life.

25-Aug-14 12:01 PM By lira 0 Comments

I have just wrote my 2nd prof. Mbbs exams I got failed in all 4 papers. I dont have any friends . . I cant face my family. . Am trying to cope up bt again depression is trying to pull me down. Pls help me . . I ll b very much thankful

25-Aug-14 05:41 AM By praveena menon 2 Comments

Saturday, August 23 2014

I am the worlds biggest failure. I am just a disgrace to life and my family. I can't get a permanent job so can't save any money to buy somewhere to live like I've always dreamed. No one in the employment market wants me at their company because I'm so disgusting. I am a loser and a failure. My Dr. told me I was obese and need to lose weight, and yet I still can't get the will power to cut takeaways from my life. I've also been trying for years to have a child but have a severe hormonal imbalance that's making it virtually impossible. Some of the people I talk to just say it's natures way of preventing over population. Thanks friends! I wish everybody the best in life but just wish I could get a break.

23-Aug-14 01:23 AM By A person 1 Comment

Friday, August 22 2014

i failed my cma exams for three times in a row and recently i've given my 4th attempt, and sure of failing this time also.Tomorrow is results announcement dax.I don't want to show my face to my parents tomorrow,so i wanna leave this world, good bye everyone and sorry.

22-Aug-14 04:15 AM By sunny 1 Comment

Thursday, August 21 2014

I am faced with a challenge guys dont seem to have an interest in me why is it so?

21-Aug-14 01:55 PM By Lerato 0 Comments

I feel like most guys dont like/love me all my peers have boyfriends and are happy but not me!

21-Aug-14 01:35 PM By Lerato 0 Comments

Wednesday, August 20 2014

I am.also 19year lazy and always

tired

I have big hopes in life. I just want

to be engineer but opted for Agri

Engineering

I have big dream in life but not

have enough strength to face

challenge,not have courage to do

hardwork.I am not handsome but

some people say I am Cute, I am

painfully shy of girls,I cant talk with

girl.I really dont know who or what I

am.

I am belonging to good Hindu

family.I trust on god,

But dont know anything about

Anything

PLZ HELP ME GIVE ME SOME

SUGGESSION how to succed in life

plz.

20-Aug-14 04:52 AM By Mr Idiot from India 2 Comments

Tuesday, August 19 2014

I am a big failure. My age is 35 and I am married and I do not have any job, earlier I was earning meagre.Now I am doing this course which only freshers do, but I have no other options. In the age , when most of the people are well settled in their professional as well as in personal life, I am still struggling for getting what at least I deserve for. All of my schoolmate and collegemate are well setteled and they are enjoying their life and what I have to do...just struggle at every point..I have no option. Now ..I can not even die as one more life that is my wife's life is attached with me...so I do not know what to do in this situation...I am just taking life as it is coming...there has been no esteem remained in my life...there is no ego remained..and I have no option. I am a the biggest failure .I do not know what will happen to my future children.Would I be able to take care of them and their expenses....Shall I be able to live a respectable life ever ?

19-Aug-14 09:01 AM 1 Comment

Monday, August 18 2014

Why do people drop out? Self-image created by listening to negative people is frequently low enough to alienate students to the point they no longer see themselves as successful. What they can do about it largely depends how they exercise their freedom of association while studying positive and negative people around them and learning that attitude controls what you do with the talent you were born with and positive attitudes lead to positive results. What you should take away from this is simple..If you think you will fail, you probably will until you begin to think of yourself as a success. Want to get started? Try to join or interact with a group of positive people who share your interests...

18-Aug-14 09:28 AM By Sochange 0 Comments

You fail at what you believe you will fail at. I flunked 7th grade and dropped out of high school. Listening to the wrong people next made me volunteer for war. After that, I decided to succeed. I aced college, went right on to law school and opened the door to three decades of a rewarding and challenging adventure that never ends. I listened to winners and avoided losers. Once you change your mind about what your future will hold and stop wasting time on people who don't even believe in themselves, you will find who you need.

18-Aug-14 09:17 AM By Sochange 0 Comments

Sunday, August 17 2014

Seems like most of you are depressed because you failed high school or college. Whats the cause? Why didnt you studie harder?

17-Aug-14 02:11 PM By laew 2 Comments

It always seems like I'm not enough.

I'm not stupid, but I'm not smart enough to be top of the class. And if you're not top of the class, you amount to nothing. I always loved reading book and learning new things, but the world is full of people making me feel stupid and ignorant.

I'm not ugly, but I'm not pretty enough, slim enough, tall enough. I never had a boyfriend. People say you shouldn't care about having one, but why all the other girls can have someone who loves them and I can't? Why was I sitting home alone while other people were having their first date and their first kiss? The peope I like always seem to fall for my friends. Or my sister.

I'm always in the edge of failing college, nobody gives me the job I've searched like crazy and I'm not good enough to get in any post-grad program. Or go study abroad. Which I couldn't afford anyway without financial aid, which I don't get because I'm not poor enough. Poor enough to be unable to do almost anything, but not enough to get help.

I don't wanna be jobless, without a purpose in life and living with my parents at 25, but that's who I am and what I am doing.

17-Aug-14 12:40 PM By a crying girl 2 Comments

Saturday, August 16 2014

So my bestfriend moved away, other then her i have no friends. I spend all night alone in my place texting a guy who says i am sexy but hasnt tried to see me in three weeks. He is the first to show any interest since i got out the service. Since i look young older guys dont ask me out and younger guys arent mature. I am now married to my job as a teacher, i even plan on buying a cat.

16-Aug-14 07:21 PM By Blessed and lonely 2 Comments

This is not complaining but i just can't get over the idea that i am wasting, failing my life.

I am 34, I have a job, i place to live, from what i have been told i am handsome, smart, funny and quite fit but I am single, lonely, depressed and can't seem to understand why.

My family doesn t talk to me, my friends are leaving me or not including me in stuff, i can't seem to make new friends nor find a girlfriend.

I am fed up waking up every morning thinking of how i am wasting the best years of my life. I want to do so many things, i have to do lists but when it is time to do anything, i just can't seem to find the last push.

I want to travel the world, but no one wants to do it with me, i have travelled alone before and that is so depressing, always being alone, not sharing, posting nice pictures to tease people knowing that deep down you feel like shit cause you are lonely, i hate it.

my best friends are ignoring and blocking me from social media, fb, instagram etc, with no apparent reasons...

Not sure what to do anymore, i have very bad thoughts at the moment and i don't want to have them cause i know life can be amazing...

16-Aug-14 06:18 PM By lost soul 3 Comments

I'm 19 years old. I've never had a job, I'm lazy, a virgin, can't drive, and have never had a girlfriend. Can someone help me?

16-Aug-14 05:03 PM 2 Comments

About an hour ago I was out shopping and I was kinda happy. Then I started an argument with someone for an insignificant reason and that person threatened to remind me what a failure my life is. I was really sorry about my attitude toward him but I can't get outta my head the idea that somehow, he was right about me and that perhaps everybody I know thinks the same way. And I feel silly to care about what others think about me or my life. I feel unsafe, I don't want to be reminded of my failures, I'm pretty good at that myself, I don't need someone else to get involved.

I'm 27, I'm single, I do a shitty job, I'm not cool enough to get me some friends, not pretty enough to get me some boyfriend. Ok, I know that. Why do you have to use this against me? Do "losers" have to pay twice for their misfortune?

16-Aug-14 01:49 PM By Outlander 1 Comment

Friday, August 15 2014

Now I know why I'm nothing in life - my parents. They could care less about my successes. They help my brother get a job and they are keen on getting his license, yet I'm going to be 20 and they don't even push me to get a job or drive. That's why all my peers around me are better than me. If I ever have a kid I'll be the parent my parents couldn't be. But I know I'll never have a kid because I'm socially inept and I have never had a girlfriend or a friend. So now my brother will have a job and get paid and move out and here I am, in suffering and pain. Oh how I could murder a whole lot of people. No one knows the damage I can afflict. No one knows the amount of anger and hatred I have. Girls ignore me, peers ignore me, life fucks me, I am neglected, I have no talents and I am useless. I can exterminate a whole mess of people and rid this earth of all the maggots that inject me with misery. Fuck you all.

15-Aug-14 08:25 PM By Adrian 0 Comments

life has become a burden on me. I m 33 at present, all of my friends r well settled, all of them hv either govt job or hv their own business. they r happy with their married life. but I m a useless fellow neither I hv any govt job nor any permanent business, neither hv any frnd circle nor girlfriend. parents insists that I should get marry..why should I ruin someone's life or why any girl will ruin her life with me...I am just doing a small business, hardly earning 5 to 6 thousand ruppes per month..I m very lonely & pessimistic. plz help me, should I die?

15-Aug-14 02:34 AM By Nawid Zamal 3 Comments

Thursday, August 14 2014

My fails in life.

When i was in school, i was not As achiever, however toward the end, i gained my As.

In A-level i didn't score high.

I almost failed in a course I do well throughout semester, and almost failed in my thesis.

I earned degree, and got fired twice.

I did postgrad, and failed in thesis, just got dismissed.

Throughout my academic life, friends, teachers and lecturers, including the dean, saw potentials in me.

There were times I was at peaks, but then, i fail miserably.

The orientation of life and career based on academic and performance seem over for me.

Now i'm ground zero and ashamed. An investment gone wrong and burden to my parents.

I am 26, female, single, living with parents.

14-Aug-14 08:44 PM 1 Comment

Useless...no ones cares about me. Just waiting to die now, goodbye.

14-Aug-14 08:40 PM By Adrian 0 Comments

My life is a lie.

Why? Because my survival persists purely by error.

I managed to slip through society's mental and emotional filtering algorithms purely by bullshitting.

Society should have denied me employment opportunities based on my severe social anxiety and inability to make friends or even slightly relate to others.

I work a full time plant job with near-perfect attendance. Coworkers say they wish everyone did their job without cutting corners and without complaining like I do.

But honestly, I believe I'm just a minimum effort slacker who lives on a comfortable income without truly deserving it.

I die a little more each time I see a deserving person who keeps trying to get hired, but can't.

I'm pathetic.

14-Aug-14 03:42 PM By Katie C. 0 Comments

They tell me all the time that I have a poetic mind and that I'm really smart and good at drawing and I have great taste in music and Santiago hates everyone.

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14-Aug-14 02:02 AM 0 Comments

Wednesday, August 13 2014

What am I doing with my life aged 18 repeating year 12 because I FAILED it the first time and still doing GCSE English I FAILED it twice. I must be completely unemployable any advice

13-Aug-14 03:36 PM By The one that Fails 1 Comment

I do not have the financial ability to pay all my bills and take care of my three kids. Check goes in the bank and right back out always in the red. I have five credit cards all of which are maxed out. On what you ask? The basic things you need to live that's what they are maxed out on. I have no real family to turn to or that cares. I can't trust anyone because the the crap that has happened to me in life. I have lived like this for so long. I'm getting so worn down I'm not sure how much longer I can do it. I'm starting to think my kids would be better off with out me. Maybe then at least they could have all the things they want. The only way I see my life getting any better is if I find a huge bag of cash on the side of the road and I'm sure that's not going to happen.

13-Aug-14 08:02 AM By Nobody important 1 Comment

I am mess-ive failure. i even fail when i try kill myself.i need someone to murder me.

13-Aug-14 07:07 AM By Tragedyoflife 1 Comment

Tuesday, August 12 2014

I am facing enquiry proceedings in Govt. Job for the wrong doings of others. My career is totally finished.Even my juniors become seniors to me. I have also lost my love. Thus all my dreams dashed out and nothing is existing for surviving my life.

Please guide me what should I do

12-Aug-14 11:36 PM By BILLA SINGH 0 Comments

I wanted to save the environment and I ended up working for a an environmental campaign that wastes my effort and poeples time. I moved a couple states away for this position and I believe I may be mentally retarded. Self Diagnosis.

12-Aug-14 06:25 PM By Well Shit. 0 Comments

No money, no job, no certificate, a guy that has everything that i don't have took my girl I'm 18 and i feel like shit she actually chose that guy because he can give her a visa i feel awful.

12-Aug-14 02:44 PM By John Hackett 0 Comments

Age 24 , No job, No girlfrind, no social circle and no life!

12-Aug-14 08:41 AM 1 Comment

Well, i always find myself questioning my worth every night. I ponder on why some people were given rather beautiful lives, while others had to suffer. It's as if i was MEANT to live a bad life. I'm good looking, but not once have i had a girlfriend. My friends are often fake with me, so i choose not to have any. My grandpa is sick in the hospital with two amputated legs, so that's no help. My parents split up when i was young, leaving me to my grandparents. I try my best at soccer and have amazing moments, but suck when my self-confidence becomes low- which is often. I have good grades, but i see people around me that have money already and ask myself if this will even get me anywhere. My life is a bundle of shit, combined with depression, anxiety, and loneliness not understood by ANYONE around me. It feels so deeply sad knowing that power comes to those with paper money rather than wonderful intentions. The world as we know it has never and will never change. Life is a bitch. A BITCH

12-Aug-14 12:28 AM 0 Comments

Monday, August 11 2014

I'm a 16 year old guy who has no life. I'm really fat so I get made fun of and all the girls reject me. Also I screwed up the trust from my parents that they never want me alone anywhere even in the house. They took my money into their control and they make me feel like shit because they favor my older brother than anybody else, even my cousins favor him more. I really want some help to be better as a person

11-Aug-14 07:03 PM 3 Comments

I've realized in order to be happy and successful in life you have to make progress.I spend countless hours of making lists and schedules of how to improve myself but the things I can improve take no brain capacity. My current fast food job I fail at. No matter how hard I try I fuck up. I'm starting UNI in September and I failed in highschool barely accepted in UNI. How am I supposed to succeed in uni when I can barely do a fast food job? And if I do fail in uni what's next? I can't do a basic minimum wage job where am I supposed to go.. my parents legitimately don't care about me. My did uses me as a sexual object and my mom verbally and physically abuses me. All of my friends are fake. They wouldnt give a damn if I left. From the beginning when I said happiness and success comes from progress I can't make any.. any hobby or activity I try my hardest at I fail. So I legitmatley have nothing to give to this world. I'm a useless waste of space. I'm a part of the over populated. I couldn't be a doctor an engineer or some kind of farmer. Because

11-Aug-14 01:17 PM By shea 1 Comment

I am a massive failure.i graduated from the university 8 years ago and i've been a failure since then.now am 33 years,no job,no girlfriend,never had one,no friends,no money and i can't go to my family because there's nothing they can do to help me.am so much ashamed of myself.i even failed when i tried to kill myself by drowning in the sea.wish i had a gun.next time,maybe i'll stab myself. or i'll move to ivory coast since i'm near the border and if i don't get any job,i'll kill myself.i live in an african country and i don't believe in christianity or any religion because i think religion is rubbish.when i was younger i had no choice but to practice christianity and i've been deceived by this christianity shit.my life is really fucked up. i guess some us can't just survive on earth no matter how hard we try; in that case death is preferable.

11-Aug-14 12:37 PM 0 Comments

I spent 6 years in college raising my three kids as I earned my bachelor's degree.

Shortly after graduation I got a DUI.

Now I'm 27, got no license, no car, no money, no job, nobody will hire me, bills are piling up and we might end up homeless.

On top of all that, there's another kid on the way.

Considering just blowing my brains out ...

11-Aug-14 11:06 AM By Depressed 0 Comments

Sunday, August 10 2014

I m. 21 now.. failed in 12th science once, started diploma in mechanical engineering, failed and got detained in 2nd year, again started 12th in commerce,for admission in B.arch, got 3 marks less to qualify for criteria for B.arch,

wasted 4 years of my life,wasted my parent's money more than 1lacs,very frustrated and depressed, feels like m gonna break totally now,all my classmates in final year of clgs, m still struggling to get admission in clg,don't know what to do now,i've seen many people did nothing and got very good rewards,why?

if they can get what cant I get a small reward to gety life going.. my self confidence is totally gone..!! God plz help me now... save my life atleast for my parents if not for me..!! plz plz plz

10-Aug-14 02:37 PM By Mr. Failure 0 Comments

Saturday, August 9 2014

Life is unfair. Some have everything, some have nothing. Why? Who decided that? Why are some people ugly and others are beautiful. It's unfair.

9-Aug-14 11:03 PM By Adrian 0 Comments

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