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Okay This Is Really Stupid And I Just Found This Website Like A Couple Minutes Ago And I Was Just Scrolling Down. this is crazy im sorry bout really? okay im depression at this time and i say that you need to find someone you trust noone fails at life and thats a promise . i dont see why someone would make a website like this but i think this is pretty cool in a wayy but how are they suppose to help you if they cant talk to you face to face . ive cut,burned,and did many other things to try to kill myself . yess i know they means nothing to any of you but really ive learned from my mistakes. but really you wouldnt want to be in my shoes . and hopefully one day you guys will learn that you all have a purpose if you feel it or not believe me . you maybe went threw worse but i promise that someday youll see that you have a reason to live. ive been threw councling and that doesnt help either and ive still been threw stuff but its gunnah get better all of you have a story to be told and really noone fails at life.. I Really Hope All Of You Are Reading This And I Dont Want Pitty I Just Want To Help Save A Life..
None of my pets like me. They only greet my husband when he comes home. They never greet me. My cat scratches me all the time even though I paid 1200 freakin' dollars for his worthless furry butt. Yeah you heard me. 1200 bucks!My husband's dog glares at me. I know he wants to murder me in my sleep. I have nightmares of dogs when I go to hell. No one loves me. EPIC FAIL
I have a biology exam tomorrow that I have not revised for at all. Now flicking through my revision book, I know I'm going to fail. Even though I dont care about the sciences, I NEED all a's or a*'s to be able to do 5 a levels. I wont be able to do that now.
I failed in school. I am depressed. I worked hard to get over the failure and now I'm gonna fail again. I don't really have anyone I feel close to, everyone I loved always left me and now I can't get close to people anymore. My parents want me to settle but there is no one who would even turn to look at me. I'm not smart, nor am I pretty. I set a few goals for this year and if I don't make it then I'm not sure what I'll do...I'm not suicidal or anything but I do wish I could just disappear...
Do u believe in having a cursed life?? I'm so sick of being lonely, and being the "odd one". Friendless, heavy drinker, pathetic.......i just wanna be loved.I feel so alone, it's crazy.I just wanna die. I have no purpose on this earth....i feel so worthless.
I failed the bar for the second time, I can't get a girl worth my life and I feel like I'm going to die poor and alone.
At the end of the day, we cannot control what we did in the past. The only thing we can control is what happens to us now. The truth is that you only get about 14 hours a day that you can control (8 hours for sleep). You can't solve all of your problems in those 14 hours. Just do what you can in those 14 or so hours and save the rest for another day. Everyone on this planet is worthwhile, and everyone means something to somebody. Please don't give up.
I am turning 25 tomorrow!!! I am a divorcee! My marriage made me lose many relationships and ties that I had with family members and friends...nothing is the same anymore. My mother and I do not see eye to eye. Actually she just talks behind my back to my MUCH younger sibling. I don't even have a associate degree and was expected to be that one kid in Med school by then. My family are all lawyers and doctors, so I am pretty much shit right now.
I feel like all my so called "friends" dont even like me, like they laugh at me behind my back. I really need friends. I'm so lonely.
Im not getting my high school diploma all because of one class. I was suppose to go to marine boot camp on october 9th but i guess it will have to be pushed back a long time. Im gonna have to get my GED. I failed my girlfriend i love her so much but i fucked it up by not graduating. my life is over
welp, I have been made a fool of because of my name.. My pet Unicorn (named steve) has ran away from... I dont understand why... is it cause I poop out rainbows? I really don't know. Maybe I should get a pet llama? name it george? Oh well.. My parents deny that I am their child. Sometimes I wish I was a banana... *sigh*
Iwant to do sumething iam doing cleaning but i want todoacoures
Wow. you know what I'm complaining about? ALL OF YOU PEOPLE ARE REDICULOUS!Jenna, if your reading this, I know you'll agree. But it's okay, because you're crippled[: see you in science.<333
Ive just seemed to be dealt the short stick always since i could ever remember. I'm going to be 21 next month but do i even want to see my next birthday? not really.my shit streak started back when i was 8 and my dad got cancer and i had to move in with my grandma which over the years i was molested by my cousin(male) while i am male also, as you would expect quite traumatizing. before all this my family was close now barely even close at all. my cousin side of the family we dont talk to which is my moms side. i feel like i tore my mom from her parents and sisters like this is all my fault somehow. after court and police where taken care of i was sent to therapy and put on antidepressants. all throughout middleschool i didnt socialize with anyone always scared i had some disease or would get one which in turned caused me to miss alot of school. eventually i grew out of my socially awkward state and started smoking weed for the past 2 years things were great i was finally feeling normal. had a buisness with some friends intill they cut me out and left me for dead . now i sit here swamped with debt have a p.o.s car that i have only drove about a month total since i bought it last year(not drivable now) dads a drunk. family hates me. well whats the point maybe i should end my own life and let everyone get back to how it was before me
I am a liar, a cheater, a man with poor moral fiber. Bottom line is I am not worth the piss in my bladder to my family aside from a source of income. Though my daughter is the one thing I have to live for, I owe it to my wife to leave, I owe it to my family to disappear and I would be better off sent out to die on an ice floe. Bottom line, is my condition recoverable..likely not. My daughter is the only reason I stay - in the marriage, in life. the bottomless pit from which I came I must now return.
Should of just killed myself along time ago... Life is just getting worse for me...I am starting to believe I am being punished for being alive.
I'm in my late 20s and sick of living........there's nothing worth living for. All I do is care for my pets, study, work, party and not much else. I have all I need. I have a home, a job, a car, a gf. Is it a curse that inflicts me to no end? A selfishness that I am oblivious to? I just wish I could spend every night at the bar and drink myself into a stupor and then head home. Even so, I know that would kill me prematurely...So I don't do it. And yet...I intend to kill myself one day. I'm so full of contradictions and incompetence in all I do. I wish I had never been born.
i am the planet that failed
its not fair every exam i go the same mistake. I revise and found out i changed from right to wrong. Its not fair now its different. Its like god has a thing against my in exams. why is this only happening to me
well matt here is the link address ,ring them for advice ,tell them Howardsy give you there number
Should a completely worthless person like me live anymore I dont think that I should continue with this life anymorewhy ami the wortless piece of shit i am
What's the point?In life I meanI know I probably sound like any other teenagerBut really?Why do I want to cry when I'm at my happiest?Glue a smile on my face just to later on take it off?I love my family and friends, but.. I just don't know why.Why am I not happy?
i lost in my plus two public exam.and iam soo bad im mathmatics.i like tO study diploma architecture.what i will do ?
I get really bad grades parents are ashamed in me and I want to die. and I'm afraid to go to college
People seem to want to be around me but I have no interest in people, I can get jobs but can't face them everyday and end up fired, I've made good money and made no-money but always have the same cash problems,My mom and brother are there for me but they can't help so they just worry about me (guilt).I've been in love but when it comes time to become a responsible member of the relationship I shut down.Then when the relationship ends I wallow in heartache for months on end.The only time I feel good is on drugs but don't do them very often.So I wasn't actually dealt a bad hand I just have no clue how to play it.Is there a chemical deficiency that makes me this way?Maybe there has to be losers like me so others can be successful.Maybe the world was designed by can-do people and this why-bother person doesn't fit into it.I'm not lost yet but if I don't change in the next few years I'll be beyond saving like a lot of the people on here but I have no idea what to change or how.
Boo hoo. Just read all the stories. Some have problems worth talking about-most are just "poor me" stuff. Why? I have a BRAIN LESION that causes me to fall on sidewalk/have seizures! Stupid hospital is so badly run, no real doctor, meds don't work, so I get depressed and have to PULL MYSELF OUT OF IT EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!Can't drive anymore, trapped in a hellhole w/a jerk for a roomate(lazy, and a liar) WISH I COULD WORK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!So all you whiners-SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM FOCKING TRYING TO KILL MY SELF
The only things that bring me happiness is chocolate and my vibrator. Everything else is irrelevant. This world just isn't for me.
I fail at life. Ive never had a job in my life other then helping a friend with his paper rout getting me about 20 bucks, never had a paycheck or anything cause I never had a job, I have no work experience so I cant get hired anywhere to get the work experience they want. Im asked what I been doing all this time and they dont believe me. I live with my parents but they wont be around forever so I guess im destined to be homeless. I took me years of adult school to get my basic highschool diploma and I still cant get a job. I suck at math and english and was in special classes during highschool. I only graduated from adult school last year when I should have done so in normal highschool in 2004. Its freaking 2012 now. I wasted my life, played too many video games. Cant seem to learn things fast enough which shows cause of my failure to graduate on time. Its a mirical I ever got my highschool diploma at all with adult school but that still took years and years. I have no motivation. I dont know why I dont just off my self cause I feel like a waist of space and the worl dont give a crap about me.. I feel though the cracks and there seems to be no help for me. I dont want to live off the government Id rather be homeless then on welfare.. Dont even think they will help me anyways cause I could not even get medical.. Im going to try to go to collage for music since it seems to be the only thing that dose not require a hell of a lot of math compared to almost everything else and maybe the only thing I may be able to do but that even is stunted.. took me years before I could even play basic chords.. maybe I dont try hard enough but everything is so overwhelming I dont feel like I can do anything right. I pray for mirical or to have something handed to me like some of those lucky people with way too much money get.. At least if I had that security and no worries about money I could take as many years as needed to get some meaningful education done and contribute to society. My parents will try to pay for my collage but looks like they can only pay for one AA degree.. If I fail classes or take too long like I did in highschool they will run out of that money or there end of life will come cause they are really old for having me so late.. I just worry so much about my fait and I wish I could make my family proud but something is wrong with me and my learning ability.. I can lean but its painfully slow. I dont excel at anything.. I was meant to fail.
You guys think you have problems? Well get off your high horse and listen to my problems.In the last 25 years, I'm 47 now. I meet the most wonderful man in the world and married him. That's exactly when the shit hit the fan and all hell broke lose. in this time span (25)years; I have:Lost 10 jobs to none of my fault.Been sick 4 times that almost killed me.My family has plotted to kill me and my husband.I had roots or voodoo placed on my home, my husband and my business.I have went completely broke because of one thing happening after another. I own a business right now that never fully supports me. I'm always robbing peter to pay paul.In the mist of everything happening to me I started reading the bible and praying to GOD each day. I'm still broke but I can put food on the table each week. I work two jobs and I hate my boss. In conclusion I believe if I did not pray each day and read the psalms in the bible I would have killed myself a long time ago. Goodluck everyone that's going through your nightmare. I can't tell you it will get better because I don't know if that's true or not. I'm just survivng.
my husband is constantly calling me names yesterday said i'm the worst piece of shit anyone could have i said how am i a piece of shit and he kept saying you just are what can i do?
i feel so hopeless. when all that abusive s*** stopped i thought things would get better, but who would have thought life on the outside is just as horrible. im 20 and i cant provide for anyone. its mistake afeter mistake. i cant help my mom, my brothers, no one. im so tired from working, but i cant stop theres not enough money. this one stupid asshole i have to see everyday, i hate them more than my own father, has a better life than me.i wish i wasnt so small, i wish i was stronger. my poor mom shes so sad. this struggle seems endless. my mind is a mess in my dreams i relive all those horrible things and during the day i put up with idiots at work. i just want my little family to survive, i want my mom to smile again, i wanna take a nap.
i just want someone to help
I'm 27, a full time student, living with my parents and broke as broke can be.I've never had a proper job, except working for a family business which brought stress and anxiety and fights with my family, my sister seems to be dad's favourite and has better self-esteem and confidence than me,I have been struggling with my head, having anxiety attacks and strange thoughts which I can't believe are mine, a few years ago I was engaged and had a fiancee and a house and was going to be an accountant, but that all fell apart. meanwhile my younger cousin is married and with child. now i'm stuck back at home again, confidence at a low and trying to make a career and build some self-esteem, while my friends all have money and good jobs and look down on me for still being a student.
I think to myself. I wish I could hug all of you. Tell you its gonna be alright. Beacuase that's what I want for myself. I think god some of these pepole are alot like me, some of you are by far worse off. I think ... If only I could warn that person that it's not as bad as they think, But who am I too even judge that. I think my life sucks but what can I do. We all have been made to feel like we dont meet a min requiremnt of lifes standreds. Yet here we are saying hey I suck just like you do. My life sucks just as much as so many others. When you read this it didnt come from some happy person someone trying to shine light on you. Cause trust me im not. But really. All I kept think as I read on was god I could solve that for you. Not every problem. Not everyone. But if my life could touch yours would we both be so unhappy ?
only 1 can be the failurest and that must be me. no point explaining or bitching i am just the failurest and yes my first language is english
I've wasted two years on this girl and today was the last time I'm probably going to talk to her again, I could've made an opportunity but I wasted it.
I hate my life, it sucks it always has and always will, and this POS running this country is just making it worse, I have started over twice now after years oo mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmkrebuilding eveything just for this lousey pos to screw it all up again screw i, I am walkiun way om his house and all he ills, hey can hae i all, i hey don; like i oo damn nhm
My dick is too big and girls turn me down for sex.
just failed my interview today. I feel so sad because of this. I've got a lot of bills to pay and I dont know where to get this money. I feel that from my years of working experience i havent learnt enythig since I failed in an easy assesment. I feel so bad right now, and worried where to get all the money for the bills , includes the house rent. I so stuck up with thingking about this all day. I quit a job w/c im already earing a lot and its way o easy that other job but Im so stupid and so annoyed with simple things now i know that what i did was totally irresponssible. I so messed up right now and I know God will give me streght and everything has a reason, God will show me the was I know he would.
I always fail at anything and everything that i do.i cannot even do a single thing right.I am a burden to my parents and this living world.I am a shit. I want to leave this world for good. I dont know what to do?
I am a failure at literally everything I do. When I was younger everyone loved me, loved being around me, wanted to be me, now a couple years later I suck at everything...Literally.I had to drop out of school because I cannot pay attention to anything, got arrested, everyone tells me I'm mean as S*%$ therefor driving them away, my parents and sibillings hate me, got fired from my job, and now I found it hard to just talk to a girl (Self confidence went DOWNNNNNNNN).So now I am stuck in this limbo of scary thoughts, thoughts that convince myself I am basically the most worthless thing ever produced on earth, as well as being lonely and having absolutely no one to talk to. I know I have talents, but I cannot build up enough confindence to actually produce anything or prove to anyone I can actually be useful enough to do something.
I wanted to be an academic but after six years of grad school I have failed. I am unemployed and live with my parents. My earning potential is shit. My health is crap from sitting too long for too many years. I used to think I was smart, but I have nothing to show for it. I would have been better off doing manual labor.
I feel like I am a failure at everything that I do. Everything I do seems to turn to crap. I was married and the skank left me, got pregnant by the guy she was screwing, and married a guy and has 2-3 successful business.My brother has a successful computer business, and I have been struggling to get any number of business off the ground. I already had to close one, and cant seem to get the other three to do anything.Everybody around me has money where I can't even keep a job. My job has been: quit, fired, fired, lost business, fired, fired, fired, fired, and now I am making less then I have made in the past 10 years. I want children, but can't, libido is in the crapper, I have jumped up to over 450lbs, can't get my current wife anything because of job situation, you name it & I suck at it. To make matters worse, I am a genius, and what do I have to show for it? Nothing.
I am 36 with a B.A can i get a respectable job to support my children
After about ten years of chasing after my dream, it's time to give. I finally have to admit that the reason it's not happening isn't because of my family or society, it isn't a financial reason, it isn't about having time.It's me. I'm not good enough. I'm not talented and no amount of study or practice or experience or putting money aside will ever change that.That's why people are getting it done and I haven't been able to. I Just Can't.I don't know what to do now.
I've failed my matric yet again im so sad now. How will i ever reach my goal of enrolling into a university or become something. I know that im not alone but facing this i wish i could just know that im able to pass. I have lost all hope im trying to stay positive but my self image just took a downfall coz i had truly believed i woul d pass dear god what im i gonna do. I wish there was hope left for me. I know nothing i have no hope please hel p me i cant think straight nor believe in myself help
Does your life feel like every single thing seems to be working against you?? You're really lonely no matter how hard u try to form relationships with people, and you have no idea why. Every single day u always expect something horrible to happen, and as much as u wanna get used to the feeling of constant despair & pain, you never do. Ur faith in God has really dwindled, and u constantly think of suicide becoz u feel like u are a burden to the world. U drink alot or smoke weed alot just to numb the pain for those few hrs........but when u wake up every morning it's the same pain & desperation. U ask yourself "why me??" every time and your mind keeps playin and replayin all the sh*t u have gone thru in life. This describes me completely. I feel so pathetic, it's unbelievable.Thanks for reading this.
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What is wrong with me. I'm a civil engineer and I keep failing my physics courses. I don't even study which is bad but I feel so hopeless.
I really, really need someone to talk to. I'm soooooo lonely. My life has been falling apart forever, and i'm so damn tired of hoping for a better tomorrow. *sad sigh*
It all went wrong for me when I turned my back on a buddy from high school to meet up with a girl, when I should've gone to soccer practice. From that moment on me and my bud were never close again and the girl didn't last, she went elsewhere. I ended up getting in with the wrong crowd at school, drank too much, failed exams and didn't set myself up at all for adulthood. Jobs haven't come easy at all, I did have a girl and we were both working after highschool, but we split after a couple of years since she was seeing someone behind my back. Gradually, I got further in with the wrong people, wrong life paths and all that. Jobs were unstable, couldn't earn anything and slowly watched my highschool friends do really well in life throughout our 20's. All the time I have people put me down, family too, especially my mother. I tried to pull things right by going back to college but all my confidence was destroyed by college teachers, criticism was their strong point. I'm useless socially, a nervous wreck most of the time and just can't seem to make the right choices in life. I haven't been happy since my soccer days at highschool and now I'm in my mid 30's wondering what the heck I need to do to pull things right, just can't anaylise anything adequately. I feel I'm just surplus, not needed for jobs, not needed for relationships. I live alone in my appartment with no money for anything, no car, no good clothes, nothing and although I did gain some qualifications, they're useless and not leading to jobs, of which I've applied for thousands and overlooked each time. I feel it's all futile and just can't face many a more year like this.
I failedin many subjects in my engineering college. Struggled for a job, but found one just now. I have hurt my parents and feel extremelyterrible about it. I hate myself to the core. Wish I was dead as I feel extremely guilty.
I confessed my true love to my business partner causing a rift that destroyed both our lives. He treated me like a lover for so long that when he told me he didn't see committing to me in his future, I ran away from him leaving him high and dry. Our 6 figure business crumbled, and I know he will never forgive me.I now am unemployed and living with my parents. My car in my grandmother's name was also repossessed. Thank God I still have my old beat up truck.I can't face my family even though some of them I haven't seen in years. I am so ashamed to tell them I lost my business, my car, and my path to a degree, especially after my parents bragged about me so much. I feel like a horrible failure. I am trying to finish a book I have been writing but I struggle to find the strength to carry on. I don't have faith in my writing anymore, something I used to be praised for.I have stopped working out and now that I live in a trailer park with my parents as opposed to my house in the big city, I really have nowhere to work out anymore, making me even more depressed. I doubt I will ever find love now. No one wants an unemployed, broke loser.I have no way to get back and forth to school, so for the second time in my life, I have dropped out of college.I have never been prideful, but I feel like I have disappointed the people who took pride in me. All I ever wanted was a decent life, a husband, and to provide a better home for my parents and disabled brother. But I'm facing the reality that such things will never happen. I am 29 and have nothing to show for it.
I have an exam tomorrow in a class I attended most lectures for, took notes in, and mostly did work for. Somehow, I don't know anything for it. These little gaps in our math education start early, and then it's like you can never make them up. Every time you take a new class, it seems easy, and then the same problems just undermine it again. I can't do this shit, and I just want to go home, but there's still another week of finals.
i failed to get admission in engineering college this year. I really tried hard to get it but i couldn't whereas my best frienf is going to the best engineering college of the country. My family especially mother is very sad she had several dreams, i have disappointed everyone. my all cousins are in engineering colleges right now it's really embarassing.......... i don't know wat to do now, i m sad and disappointed
Okay, so about two months back I wrote about how I suck at life, and then in the comments there was someone who offered me the possibility of helping him set up an EBay store and get a passive income going, which would certainly help things.Except that I didn't see his comment until last week or so, and now that I came back to see if he offered me a way to contact him, I find my post has disappeared, (I didn't know that after a while, the posts are removed; I thought there was a "page 2" and so on.)So just reposting so whomever it was can contact me again, possibly. Oh, and now my ankle's swelled up so I've probably got adult-onset diabetes like my uncle did and I won't even be able to EAT any more. (The one thing I'm good at, lol!) Definitely should get off my fat, worthless ass, turn on the gas, and go to sleep. Fuck it if I blow up the building, who cares?(Well, I care. Which, along with being chickenshit, is why I won't do it…yet.)
I've always tried to be the positive person in a situation but I just feel negative a lot lately. I'm in Final Year University (Fine Art) and I break down after criticism and get really sad.I don't know what to do. It feels like my mind refuses to concentrate and I lack motivation. I want to finish this year but I don't see a way forward. I can't cope.I Also feel anxious a lot in public but now I just feel distanced from everything. Like a spectator. I just don't feel like being around people.
I recently came to the understanding that I was never wanted. My parents got married young for the hell of it. I'm the youngest of 3. They had me after they got married for the hell of it as well. A lot of repressed memories are coming back. Like having an out of body experience every time I called my father dad. And he'd tell me not to call him that. "He's not my father" he'd say.Yet I have his face and every morning I look in the mirror I'm reminded. That what people see is him. Apparently I have a horrible personality. I say please and thank you for the smallest things. If I'm going to insult someone I only give them constructive criticism.I've only ever had relationships where I get screwed over. For trusting the other person.Yet my dad was the opposite. My brother and sister look very little like him if at all. My dad was 6'1 I'm 5'8. He was handsome I'm often told I am by strangers. He was an extrovert drummer with tons of girls and guys wanting him. I have 2 ex's that became prostitutes. He moved out of the house at 15 I still live trapped with my mom at 22.She could teach me everything I need to know. To succeed at anything, it's what she does literally. She's a Dr. that mentors at her University. She still hasn't taught me how to drive. She owes me thousands of dollars. An she's been telling me to leave since I was 14.How can I? I don't even have basic living skills. I haven't felt happy in years. I don't even eat much anymore. It's gotten to the point where I forget to days at a time.I know I'm not supposed to wait for something to fall in my lap. But I don't see any other way. For me to be free. I don't make friends easy. My family has bled any possible income from me dry. They've collectively hated me since I was 8.Since my Brother and Sister hit puberty. They would torture me for fun. So I got stronger, then they pitted our mom against me. It's become second nature for them. My brother is in prison for a murder he couldn't have done. An even though I was the one there for him. Whenever he calls writes our wants a visit. He asks for anyone other than me.It's like some type of debt. My father had is being placed on me. A man who was only ever loved. Created a man who never was.
I think being strangled to death kind of turns me on? Is that still considered suicidal?
I wish I had the balls to killmyself
In a strange was its comforting. To come to this site and read the letters helps me to feel I am not alone in saddness. It seems a discease, I am perfectly healthy mentally but am starting to feel the confusion of the difference between dream and reality. My mind is exausted from daily bombardment with exam after exam. I want to make my parents proud but always fall short. I once had endless aspirations for my future for all the places I would see and people I would meet. I can feel this bright thought fading. Yet I hold on because it stands between me and the moment my heart stops beating.
For those that have given up, life is a dark and lonely place. A place with no end, no light and no hope. I'm not gonna go into what put me in that place. Just wanted to say, I've been working very hard to come out of that place. You need to ask yourself what you want out of life. Do you wanna let your surroundings define you, your past define you or your future? Make a goal for yourself, no matter how small and achieve it! Then another and another. You can rebuild your life to your expectations. Just takes time and dedication. I'm still not 100% but I'm gonna do everything in my power to get there. Best of luck to all. From a person that had given up and was ready for the end, there is still time to start it over. Your past is one big learning experience. Now go put that knowledge to use!
i wake up in the morning next to my loving father.he doesnt even look a t me when we make love anymore it makes me feel so worthlesss. on top of that i suffer for erectile dysfunction and seth likes men. I just hope that one day i can grow up and be a big red dog just like clifford instead of being the large worthless pile of fuck i am today. I cant even get the excitement to masturbate by myself at home i need a famikly member to do it for me....kill me
Being human is embarrassing...the sooner extinction comes, the better. I never asked to be born human or to be born at all. Heck...even life is an enigma that can't be explained and so far it just seems pointless. Don't give a fuck about your gods either. Your delusions are pathetic.
"Fuck it" is my reaction to my "life".Im almost 20 yrs old i have a job, i go to school part time and just bought my first car but yet i have ZERO friends, i have no one to talk to or text, my saturdays/days off are literally spent watching T.V. or playing video games and surfing the web by my self. I live with my "mom" and every time i try to talk to her she always yells at me....i guess im her venting system? It doesn't matter if i just woke up for work or just came home from work she always has to blow up on me about the smallest things for something that i did or didn't do...she tells me how stupid and pathetic i am and how i need to "get a life" but yet when she gets into a financial bind im the first person that she asks. She has ALWAYS yelled at me and told me hurtful things every since i was a child and now that im older i guess those names that she called me and continues to call me is what i notice in my reflection even though a part of my mind knows better.I Guess im at the end of my rope... literally... i can't do this shit anymore! everywhere i turn i notice people my age are living there life to the fullest! they have good parents that actually teach them skills, they have friends to talk to & hangout with, they have a BF or GF and they actually have plans for what they are going to do with others...i guess you could say i envy that but no matter how hard i try to stay true to myself i end up getting myself down. Please someone tell me..or better yet SHOW me what life really is.
i failed matric twice bcoz of science..hw do i get bck on my feet coz i lost hope
Have 200,000.00 dollars in student loan debt. Gave up a full-ride to law school to go to another law school twice as expensive. Barely passed law school. Flunked bar three times. Throw away every opportunity granted when I get close to success. Caretake old couple - basically live as their bitch. I am not good enough. I will never have job to give my children what I didn't have growing up. Never own a house. I have no friends. Embarassed to be me. I am failure.Fat. Nothing. Shitty mother to my children. Horrific wife. Slob. I am what I never wanted to be.
I just got kicked out of my place, now living with my mother. I live in this little room and my mother's stuff is everywhere.SHe is crazy and comes in now and again telling me that I should swim in the ocean to make money.Meanwhile my friend is buying his first house.
my face scares and depresses me more than anything
No matter how hard I try at uni, i'll still get a bad grade.I'm scared im not good enough, im scared im not at a good enough university, and im scared im not going to get a good degree, and that i wont be able to get a decent job.
First of all, sorry for my bad english, I'm too sick to handle with translators, and make my mind choose for the better words. That screw my brain a lot.Introducind me? 30-year old without kissed, dated and f*** a girl. I don't have drive license, career, friends and social life. I've wasted my youth...I suffer from an unkown disease since when I was a kid. This disease affected my nervous system and limited my behaviour. At least I know that I'm not a "loser by vocation". I saw everything going wrong in my life but I was never interested in solving. It might be hard to belive, but do you know what is anosognosia? It's something like that, but while doctors still don't have a diagnosis, I call my syndrome 'hyponosognosia': a little awareness that something is wrong in the body, but nothing that motivates one to solve a identified problem.I was living in a condition that people should pay attention to me, since I couldn't deal with myself. But I had the motherf**** luck to grow up in a dysfunctional family. My absent father wasn't around to see why I suddenly became so shy at the teens and my mother, that stayed at home, never got interested to enter in my world. She could be a great mother providing all the basic needs, but she never asked me things like "what you gonna do with your life?". She thought that just telling me to go out and meet people would solve the problem. I was (and I'm still) a cold person. I never experienced the passions of being an adolescent. So I just didn't care and the time just passed by...Over ten years later, I realized a little better what's happenning with me and now I'm looking for the proper treatment. But only now I started to understand some origins of the "chronification" of my condition. I realize that my family always lacked fraternity and affection. Nobody hurt no one, but always existed a little coldness in that house. Parents and children wasn't never truly affectionate with each other. My siblings also never wanted to get to know me better. I don't have anger about them, but for my parents, surely I do.I'm thankful for they got together, engaged, gave birth to me and tried to raise me, but their chronic negligence led a monster grow up so much on me that I don't know if it can be terminated. I definitely won't forgive them.
i wanna stab someone with a knife rip his face off how will it feel????.. thahts not enough nn00000!! i want more..?!"?/§"!
I simply want to f**king die. Please God, kill me !! I've never wanted to die so much as I do nowadays. I've become so disillusioned with this f**ked up world. I just don't belong here, and I don't want to be here. F**k my life, and F**k this world. Some people just don't belong on this earth. I am one them. I am f**king worthless. That is what this world has taught me. I have a beating heart just like everyone else. I have emotions and feelings just like every other human. Yet, this cruel world makes me feel so f**king worthless about myself. There is only one thing to do now, which is to f**king die and rid myself of the endless misery i feel day in and out. See you in hell.
I'm 41 single because I am incapable of relationships. I work in a warehouse. I owe $60,000 in student loans and with all that debt I never finished college. I am a single dad and I rent a room from my buddy. My car does not run right now so I am burrowing my buddies beat up truck. I am so ashamed of who I am and what I have become that I am imprisoned in my buddies house. It's gotten so bad that when I drive I keep the sun shade down cause I don't want anyone to see me. If I did not have bad luck I would not have luck at all. Anything that can go wrong does, but it would take too long to list. I rely on lottery tickets to get my out of my financial debt. I have a collection agency garnishing my wage, I'm making monthly payments on debt I owe to my local revenue and IRS. So do I have hope I don't think so. So sum up I have pdst,depression, hopelessness, debt, and on and on. So will it get better I don't think so. What keeps me alive, my daughter. Who I am so scared for because she's going to miss out on so much cause I cant be there for her financially. I know we all have our own problems but these are my problems and that is why they are the worst.
I know I don't have things as bad as some people. I don't have suicidal thoughts and I know that I'm smart, athletic, and attractive. But I feel like none of those things mean anything. I still am socially awkward, and no matter how much I try I don't fit in. I'm constantly single and I don't feel like I'll ever meet anyone. I don't understand how some people have so many friends and can just meet random people so easily. The only reason I have any friends at all is because my twin is more outgoing and I tag along with her. I've tried so hard to be positive and just keep trying, but it's been years and I have barely gotten anywhere. I definitely think I'll end up just focusing on my career after I graduate college. But I'd much rather meet someone and have a social life than a good career. I probably just sound winy, but I have had problems with panic attacks and depression from my situation, and even though I know it could be worse it's hard to just keep pushing on when it doesn't seem like it will ever get better.
I want to be strangled to death or drown...maybe I'll hang myself. I guess I could come up with something more elaborate and give CO a try...but I don't want to be caught in the act...I'm sick of this world and being alive. I know that I'm actually better off than most, but the fact I can't help anyone but myself is killing me too much and I may as well be dead.
i hate my life right now. i fail at socializing with people. in my head i want to be this popular and intelligent girl that everyone admires (well not everyone, but just a few close friends). i wana have fun, go out and be successful. Instead i'm constantly struggling and failing at life. I couldnt even get the guy i truly loved and i spend all day thinking about him (its been ten years since i've been stuck on the same guy) i mean i want my effing brain to move on already. my biggest problem is that i procrastinate too much :-/ if i hadnt procrastinated or spent all my time chasing a guy that was never gona love me any way i would've been so much better off in life :-( . FMLLLL
I had an abortion last year and am glad i did it,just wish my mum did the same 2 me to save face @ the failure and burden i am. I HATE LIFE MOST OF THE TIME
Ddnt pass my matric well .and yet I really need a job.I'm so struggling as no one can take of me since now I'm 24years old.so my life is a failure.
i am 29 and i quit my job when i decided to marry. and now i just gave birth my first child. i love my child, love my husband. but we are in difficult financial condition. it caused us had to live in my parents' house. i feel so ashamed n have low self esteem. my husband is working so hard to get us out of here. i know it'll take some time for moving out. but i often feel impatient, and even afraid that we cannot make it. i desperately want to move out from here as much as i want to help making money by getting a new job. but i dont have anyone to take care of my baby. besides, my baby has already feel comfortable and close to me. i feel worse and feel like a failure even more when i saw my friends who are successful in their job. they have great occasion abroad, live in another country, and enjoy their job so much , whereas i just stayed at home, taking care of my child, counting every cent left on us, listening to my mom telling about her friends' daughters who earned high salary in a month. all of this makes me regret some decision i made in the past and make me feel so unsatisfied with my life. and although we have planned to move out to another town (far from my parents' house) and i personally had passion to start building my career again, there always is a slight fear that i cant make it . by the time my baby reached 1,5 years old, i will already be in my 30s. that's frustrating me.
36, look like i'm 46, haven't had a real job in over 10 years, living off family for over 10 years now, struggling with extreme depression, low-self confidence, body issues, embarrassed of the way i look, isolating myself, people seem to hate me, i am tremendously misunderstood, have been all my life, look like a terrorist, i get stared at incessantly, can't handle simple things in my life, have never had sex, struggled with masturbation addiction, it ruined me, have never had a girlfriend, the only positive thing i've done is helped my family all my life, taking care of nephews, helping my brother and sister with their marital problems, physically and mentally wearing myself out for other's lives, i do not care about myself at all, and don't see any future for myself, there is one girl half way around the world that i would do anything to be with and is basically keeping me here, she is my only reason to live, but i have a strong feeling that we will never be together, i've been dealing with extreme loneliness for over 15 years now, i am literally afraid of going out because i fear the reactions of people to the way i look, i seriously am embarrassed of my looks and what has happened to me physically, i am lost, feel tremendously worthless, and don't know if i can make it, life just gets harder everyday*to anyone younger than me, please do not give up on your lives so soon, your youth is precious, use it wisely, if i could go back in time, i would have done everything differently, i wasted my life not being more social, not getting out there, not using my talents, not challenging myself, not studying harder, and not becoming comfortable with myself, i wasted my time when i was younger, and am now suffering for it tremendously, i am now a failure as an adult*
Wow! I can't believe how difficult it is for me to graduate. many younger students did it without too much stress.even if i end up getting a degree, I would be like 30 years old (who would employ a 30 years old with no experence?)i can't understand....oh my mother, i curse the day you gave birth to me (25 years ago), i am totally uncapable of living this life i have.i want to disapear.even if i don't kill myself, i know that one day my heart will stop beating because i get so worried until i have chest-pain (& i take sleeping pills to control panic attacks).---------------when i was a child, i pray i would live forever. after my 1st year in high-school i pray for the girl i love the most. since i left high school (8 years ago), i pray for an honorable death. all 3 prayers are un-realistic.2 words that explains my life: "god forbide"
I have dropout of college multipul times... have memory lost due to too much sleeping pills & marijuana... but can remember the lyrics in a song i downloaded last week¿?how did i fail like this. i wish i had killed myself ealier (years ago).i take sleeping pills to school because am too ashamed to attend lectures sobar. i use to have panic-attack (phobia of people or extrime shyness) & with this pills i would f**k up.most of my lecturers are about my age 25years (i don't want to go to school anymore, but i have no life of my own)i have to attend school for the one who feed me. everyday, i do what i hate. please, i would be posting here very soon until i release all my nagative emotion or God-willing, end is meaningless life of mine.LORD, if i had 3 wishes, I would wish you never created me (i wish i was just left alone as blank). but am already alive so my only wish is to not be a waste (if am to die in a few hours from now, let my coming to this earth be worth-while).
I have a degree. I had a job I loved (working with animals). I gave up that job to get a Ph.D., and I hate what I do now. I'm unreliable. I make promises I don't keep. I'm addicted to youtube. I don't study. I don't get enough sleep. I exercise sporadically. The ONLY thing I'm doing somewhat well at is eating right. But, I'm still 80 pounds overweight. I'm being REMOVED from the university. I'll have no good references. Plus, who would even accept me? God I don't want to work at Petco- but even they probably aren't hiring.Is my brain just wired wrong?Why do I fail at everything I love?I've heard it's better to be a half gallon jug of milk full to the brim than a full gallon jug of milk only a quarter full. Well, I'm a full gallon jug that just has dribbles. I USED to be so much better than I am.I'd love to start a small business taking care of pets while owners are away, but it couldn't possibly pay the bills ($400/month student loan repayments).I get anxious when there's lots to do, but I get depressed when there isn't. THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING.Anxiety -> Panic -> Get Stuff Done -> Depression -> Repeat.
I work alot to achieve a goal, but on the way everything turns the opposite.its like a curse.help
You know, for all of the complaints I've made, I think all I want is for someone to hug me and say that I've done well.I wonder what would have happened if someone did that in my early life :)
I'm not allowed to be angry irl so i'll leave this here. I hate my life! Graduated from college, quitting what few jobs i had because i hate being cooped up in an enclosed place all day long (they literally locked people in the office, ok we have key card, but still...) now i don't want to look for another job b/c i know i'll just quit again. I still got some money from freelance jobs but it's not enough. I don't have any friends b/c throughout life i've learned that everyone's asshole and they either used me or look down on me. I feel stuck. I want to just walk away from my current life but idk where to. I don't know what i want in life. When people talk about their passion i feel envious. I don't even know what i like doing. Maybe b/c when i was a kid my family is poor (still is) and i learned not to want anything. Now that i'm a grown up and i can actually do something for myself i just don't know how to want anymore. Yeah i've been told that i shouldn't blame my past, family etc etc so everything is my fault. WELL SO WHAT IF I WANT TO BLAME SOMEONE ELSE FOR A CHANGE I'M SICK OF BEATING MYSELF UP FOR EVERYTHING I'M TOO DAMAGED TO BE CHANGED ANYWAY. Hahaha. Sometimes i just want to laugh maniacally at life but then they'll take me to asylum and it will be shittier than here. Fuck you life. Can i start over plz?
I'm really, really lonely. I have no friends, no relationship with my family.............i spend most of my time talking to myself; imagining that i'm talking to someone. The only time(s) i feel kinda happy is when i'm drunk, so i drink alot. I dont understand how anyone can be so lonely........i feel like i repel people. I'm probably the biggest piece of shit on the planet........i just wish things would change for me.Thanks for reading this.:)Have a nice life.
I freaking fail at everything. Every day since last week, I have been studying for an hour for AP Psychology. A girl who didn't study got a higher grade than me.My family is constantly fighting. I'm scared of my dad. No matter how hard I try I won't be good for him. I won't be good for anyone.
I feel like i literally fail in a lot of things in general. No matter how hard i try getting good at something, it seems like I kept getting made fun of and i can't get any better. Everyday of my entire life is a fail....unfortunately.
Failing grades (Year 11). Broken Family. Lack of social life. No true friends. people at my school are so shallow, judgmental and mean. no motivation or inspiration to do anything.. lack of interest in anything.. fml
I Fail So Badly. in my mind i know my parents think im a failure. i used to be good at sports and English and maths but now im so shit.in my mind i bet my parents wish i was never bornSome Days i go to the kitchen and grab a knife and try to stab my self
I am fail.i fail in 4 subject of class 11.my teachar said me that in crawd.my next roll number faild 4 subjects.that a little confution .is my sir told me his failed subjects.my rej.no.275 and his 276
I am a serious failure!! I have come so close to graduating from University only to find out that I might not pass 2 of my classes....i feel like my world is spinning out of control my chest feels so heavy i can't breathe...I've failed myself and my family..I've wasted my life away I am nothing!!
Bad university grade. No job no future. What to do.
I gave up education and moved to the other side of the world for my boyfriend who hates me, I gained weight, fail at all the job interviews, ran out of money, don't have any close friends here. I'm at a dead end.
I got pregnant. My boyfriend told me I should give up the baby but he will marry me. Now we are married and my baby is 8 weeks. It will be gone after few days. It seems that my husband does not care about me at all.I think I should kill my self.
Everything I do is ends in absolute failure, everything. I feel like blowing my brains out and start laughing walt did in breaking bad. There is nothing to look forward to. I of course wont ever kill myself but I sure wish I was dead.
I'm failed in exam and my study capacity decreasing wat can i do
Tried everything being positive, modest, kind, patient. It seems i can not do well on thing by myself without being educated on it. I'm not sure if it is a good thing or not but in todays society im pretty sure it is a bad thing. I can't use my own initiative i swear if i fail med school i will kill myself without hesitation.
I want to go and untag all of my facebook pictures because I feel like I don't exist. I'm not really here. I want to tell my family but I don't have a voice. I keep texting my dad, but he doesn't respond.
Should I do it? Should I end it all? Everyone thinks I should be fine but I'm not. I want to die. It's irrational but it's all I can think about. I feel like it's only a matter of time...
I don't think I can survive much longer. I'm supposed to be normal. I'm supposed to be gifted. I have a great scholarship but I don't think I can keep it. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm being squeezed out of my life. I think I'll die soon, I'm not sure if that is a bad thing.
I've been feeling paralyzingly anxious about everything lately. I was recently in the hospital for suicidal thoughts. I don't really want to die, I just can't push past my anxiety to actually do something. I guess my thought process is that anyone who can't do anything, who fails at the essentials of existing, shouldn't exist. I feel like this is it and I should press self destruct. I feel like there is no point in living. Another part of me is screaming that I should go back to the hospital but that will only lead to more problems with school and more anxiety. Maybe I should just die. I think I'm malfunctioning so I should just hit self destruct.
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why is it i feel that im get back in the same rut no money no job no life no happiness I cant find a job ahve been unemployed for six months trying to raise my duaghter a sbest as i can but things go wrong allthe time for me money health and happiness not ahppy at all gone back to church and reality check for me
people always dont give up and me too i dnt believe in giving up but olis help me here..how do you find it in your heart to beleive in relationship again when all u did was to forever been cheated in your relationhip forgave and never helped am 30yrs now but all the relationships i get are the same end in pain of being cheated and i never cheat ...
I continue to let go everything I was given or should do, and for lies. I feel like every other thing I say is a lie to hide my failures. I keep saying things will get better, but they don't. I went from doing well in college, and being stable (already coming from a family that can't support itself) only to end up dropping out, running from my problems, and no where to go come august. I'm only good at the arts, but can't get into an arts school and can't really do anything with the arts. I'm 21 and screwed myself over so much...
I have never had a good job, or a house, or money, and still don't. I did not listen to my wife because I don't have have one but I am still in debt and have not even touched anybody in two years. I don't have a masters degree or marketable skills, and I don't have any experience with witch to start something new. I am totally fucked and have not Idea what I am going to do when my money runs out.
Had a good job, nice house, and money, now none of the above. Listened to my stupid crazy wife and risked everything just to make her happy. Now 150k in debt and nothing to show for it. Would dump her but I got two kids. I resent her. I'm gay anyway and have fantasy of leaving her for a guy, but I don't even have the balls to cheat on her. My life has been nothing but a long list of failures and missed opportunities. I have a Master's degree but no marketable skills. I have business experience but no money or will to start something new. I am totally fucked and have no idea what to do when my borrowed money and credit run out.
Why do I have no talent/skill in art, music and recreational activities? Why don't I know everything I need and want to know about my life, such as what I need to know about my future? What's the point in my life if I don't have these? Why do I have to be born with a condition that mentally sets me apart from everyone else? I seem to regret not taking up opportunities and to learn I've been doing stuff in the wrong manner.
i got a felony, my life sucks, im so fucked that i wont be able to continue my life
i am failing my exams, i don't have friends to make me feel more at ease, chances of getting my training contract in uk are slim as i'm incompetent, have no work experience and has zero communication skills. without my training contract, chances are even slimmer to practice as a lawyer in my country. i don't want my parents to support me after 24. i want financial independence and it just doesn't look plausible from here.
Have you ever wondered what is the purpose of life? Why do we exist? Why do we have to go through so many things? And then each of us will then reach the end of our life ? Why do we have to go through this human cycle and do the same old routine everyday?
Um, eh, I'm soon to be 1/4 of a century old, kissless virgin, jobless, been failing (many) schools till HS, I'm not above abusing others (such as my mom or my cat), a slow learner, only been drunk twice but I only refuse to drink etc. to maintain my (false) sense of superiority, if I hadn't had an unbelievably comfortable childhood, I would be your usual arrogant, off-putting person, my favourite jokes are those in which children suffer, I complain often, and I'm not even sure I should use that site. And I can't even compose this complaint well.
I m still now single. N i want do fuck with my boyfrend n i m not a mairred so plz give me a good sugesstion having any proble my bpody?
I came all the way here thinking I was going to leave my past behind, but I guess you can't outrun yourself. Now I am forced back, if only temporally, but still feel I failed.Now I know that I have no future, but I lack the courage to just kill myself.
I have been building a road for success. In a few months, people will start to depend on me.I know how pathetic I am and that I will let them down. Eventually they'll turn around and I'll see the disappointment in their eyes, and they'll see me for what I am.I'm frightened; I forced myself to go this far. But I'm so, so frightened.
so I had a resolution this yr t quit drugs, I did now wat t do wid money? started betting lost 16,000 shillings already, nearly a months pay. now wat addiction should I jus hook on wen I fail at everything. shit did I say a. still at my parents!!! 26!!!! oh no girlfriend too. I keep believing I have a small dick. @5"8 length by 5"7 girth. rarely get laid coz of no own place, always getting it wrong wid girls. wat more can I say.. whatever mayne ..
So I thought of sharing two songs with you guys.If you enjoy a bit of rock, try listening to "DISAPPEAR by EVANESCENCE". Lyrics are given below.Hollow, Like you don't remember meUnderneath everythingI guess I always dreamed that I would be the one to take you awayFrom all this wasted painBut I can't save you from yourselfDon't you want to feel?Don't you want to live your life?How much longer are you gonnaGive in to the fear?Holding you down until you're frozenI can't let you fall apart.You don't even know what you've done to meBut I would be the oneTo take you awayFrom all this wasted painIf you could just wake up.Don't you want to feel?Don't you want to live your life?How much longer are you gonnaGive into the fear?Holding you down until you're…All alone, all alone,And drowning in your pastTake it back, take it backI still believe you canDon't you want to feel?Don't you want to live your life?How much longer are you gonnaGive into the fearI can't go on pretendingSo give me something realNo one in your way but youHow much longer are you gonnaGive into the fearHolding you down till you disappear.If you like the 90s, listen to "STAY THE SAME by JOEY MCINTYRE". Hope it helps you guys a bit. Take care :).
i feel overwhelmed all the time with school. Im in my 3rd year and still dont know what i really want to do. I know i should keep up with my studies and do well yet i always get distracted and end up wasting the day. Im not failing although im failing 1 class atm. I just feel pathetic like im wasting my life. I want an education and I want to do well but nothing seems to motivate me and keep me going. like right now im writing on this sad site when i have a final tmrw that ive tried to study for but procrastinated and goofed off instead and its like i know i should be hitting the books but I just cant seem to do it every time my mind wonders and then once its comes close to the day of the exam I just hate myself for leaving it to the last minute. I want to know how to get out of this cycle its gonna ruin my life
I fail at life, I was nothing but a failure since birth. When I was in grade school I was the worst student.?I didn't make a lot of friends and I was always a lonely person a lot of times. I still remember that time in 3rd grade every recess when all the kids in the playground refused to let me play with them, and I ended sitting on the pavement playing with rocks for the whole year. In 4th grade I got beat up by 8 classmates on field during recess. I thought my life would be different after I got admitted to private school in 8th grade, however I made Cs and Ds in my classes , I also played soccer for my private school team by paying the school to let me play. I was the worst player on my team and my father would be so embarrassed that he would walk away from my soccer games and go Starbucks. Because of my performance at private school I ended dropping out after the first semester. I still remember being constantly harassed from my teachers and bullied by my classmates at private school. High school was no different from my elementary and middle school. I was constantly bullied by classmates, and I never made it to any sports team at my high school. I never had a girlfriend and I was always afraid of asking someone out. My parents were always disappointed in me for not doing well in high school, especially my father who always rolled his eyes at me. I wish things were different for me and sometimes I wish I grew up in a different household with better parents. I feel like I am cursed and I would not be surprised that no one shows up to my funeral when I die. After high school graduation I made to the fourth quarter with a low GPA, and ended up attending community college where losers like me go. After two years of barely passing my courses, I attend a university which I am not happy with. I am still the same person who did not achieve anything in life, I never had a girlfriend, I never partied, or did anything with my life but waste time thinking things will get better when it won't. I feel like that I should commit suicide for not having a purpose in life. Is there hope for a loser like me?
I fail at life man its like i spend way to much time drifting and not actuaally study or do ne thing productive i have failled my alevel once and in 15 days i am going to fail again can ne one helpme
yo aye school sux got no friends, dont go any where, do no extra curricss, but i still get d's. and i found out that the only girl who went to prom with me is dating my best friend..and gave me the clap. fml.
I feel as if there's an outside force pushing me back every time I try to enjoy my life and interests. I've spent years drawing and making music, only to have it not matter years down the road. I often think if I had no interests whatsoever, then maybe I'd "be somewhere in life" by now.Life just seems incredibly pointless nowadays. I wish I could just put my life on autopilot. Nothing I do is memorable to myself or anyone around me. I have no awesome stories to tell from my past, and no matter how hard I try at something, it's a waste of time.Sometimes I just want to wake up a different person, and see what it's like to not be a ghost all the time. I could probably not exist (or function like a robot) for a week and still have the same amount of enjoyment than if I did if I were actually living. My life so far consists of drawings and megabytes of tunes no one will ever care about.Anyway, I fail at life. I'm certainly not getting a high score in the end.
I feel like a biggest loser in the world. I'm twenty and haven't really done anything. Many people at my age or younger have done so many or are successful with their life. I have no talent: I know a little bit of everything but not good at anything. I'm in my first year university and about to fail. I'm a hopeless romantic, never have a girlfriend, never been kissed, and hence, still a virgin. I haven't earned any money, all my money come from my parents. Moreover, I lack social skill and suffer from depression.. I'm such a loser.
All of the below are emotionally stunted twats.
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